Never Say It Enough [CLOSED]

Chapter 13 - News and Acceptance

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Ronnie's p.o.v

Once I saw Amelia run off, I immediately panicked. I turned around and punched the wall. I turn back around to see Gerard in front of me. "Look Gerard-" I start but he cuts me off "I don't care if you say we have to break up. All I care about is that your fucking sister and my girlfriend has run away, and only god knows what the hell she's doing" he comes up to me, grabs me by the collar and twists my shirt in his hands. For a guy a few inches shorter than me, he was strong. "Your the cause of this. I don't want to hurt you because we both know that Amelia wouldn't want this" he releases my shirt and I take a step back. "Now" he starts "We have to go find her before anything happens" he says, starting to walk off. I just stare at him. Suddenly, he stops and turns to me "Are you coming or what?" he says. I start to walk with him, having a million thoughts in my head of where she might have gone. One place instantly clicked in my mind; the bathroom.

I quickly walk to the tour bus bathroom, with Gerard behind me. I get on the bus and try to open the door but it's locked. I see a small tiny red line and I instantly recognized it as blood. "Amelia" I said, banging on the door. I heard a small whimper and that's what made me snap. I kicked the door down and saw a horrible scene infront of me. I saw Amelia sitting on the floor with blood trickling own her forearm. "AMELIA!" I said, going to her and cradling her in my arms. I put my fingers on her neck and felt a faint pulse. "SOMEONE CALL 911!" I scream, turning my attention to the door to see Gerard, Ryan and Frank there. Ryan nodded and called 911. I turned back to Amelia and she looked lifeless. "Oh Amelia" I said, tucking some hair behind her ear. "I'm so sorry for what I said". I stroked her cold cheek and the paramedics came in. They took her from my arms and carried her outside the bus. I followed and they were strapping her to the stretcher. Her arm fell over the stretcher to the side. They wheeled her to the ambulance and I followed putting my foot on the ambulance. One paramedic stopped me and said "Sir you can't come on unless your family" "I'm her brother". She looked me up and down and nodded. I turned to the guys who were watching and said "I'll meet you at the hospital" They all nodded. I stepped onto the ambulance and they shut the doors behind me. I sat down next to Amelia and grabbed her hand. They put an oxygen mask on her and they started doing CPR. One paramedic was putting an IV on her. I brought Amy's hand to my face and kissed it.

Gerard's p.o.v

Everything seemed to be going in slow motion. Like nothing was going right. Like it was a wrong step. I got into the van that everyone squished into and Frank drove to Beth Isreal hospital (this is a real hospital in NYC lol). I just laid my head against the window, silent tears rolling down my cheeks. I never wanted to see someone I love so much in a position like this. That just broke me. And to think that I was the cause of it by not stepping up for her. "Gerard" Mikey shook me and I looked at him, breaking from my thoughts. "We're here" he said, bluntly. I nodded and hopped out of the car. We walked into the hospital and up to the front desk. "Hi we are here for Amelia Radke" I said, the guys behind me. "Yes, she just came in and is in the ER. Please take a seat in the waiting area" I nodded and walked to the waiting area to see the whole FIR band and a mother at the far corner. I sat down across from Ronnie and the guys sat next to me. I stared at Ronnie while he had his head in his hands and a bit of blood on his arms because he was holding Amelia earlier. I just kept thinking of what would happen. Maybe dating a student was wrong. Maybe we aren't supposed to be together. "Gerard" I heard Ronnie say. I looked at him to see him staring at me. "Hmm?" I said. "Can I talk to you privately?" he asked. I nodded and stood up. He stood up as well and we walked out to the hallway next to the waiting area. "Look Ronnie, if your going to give me a lecture about a teacher dating a student, I understand. But just know that I -" "I'm not here to talk about you guys breaking up. I want to talk about how you guys....started" he said. I sighed and told him about how we met and all that stuff.