I miss my best friend.
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"They did not tell me it would hurt like this
no one warned me
about the heartbreak we experience with friends
where are the albums I thought
there were no songs sung for it
i could not find the ballads
or read the books dedicated to writing the grief
we fall into when friends leave
it is the type of heartache that
does not hit you like a tsunami
it is a slow cancer
the kind that does not show up for months
has no visible signs
is an ache here
a headache there
but manageable
cancer or tsunami
it all ends the same
a friend or a lover
a loss is a loss is a loss"
- RUPI KAUR
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Have you ever done something terribly bad, that you end up loosing your best friend?
I have, jeez I've done careless things that make me loose a lot of best friends. I never knew what it was that I did for them to just one day tell me
"I don't wanna be your friend anymore. You know the things you did, your mistakes to ruin this friendship, and I don't want to talk to you anymore."
BELIEVE ME, I didn't know what were my mistakes. Of course, I some times said some reckless things but I never really meant any of them.
Those words stung me hard. We were on the verge of graduating, soon going to high school. They hit me hard, while run to the school's bathroom already in sobs. I didn't know what the hell was I doing or saying to loose a such a nice friend like her.
I asked her many times, why, but she never replied back, she never said why, only that i know what i did. But I didn't.
Have you ever felt like nobody wanted to be your friend just because of the way you are?
Something you couldn't control just yet.
Hope you never go through that if you haven't. Sending all my love to you.
- C.S
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RandomTHIS IS THE 2ND BOOK. Please read the 1st one rather than this crappy one, but go on I'm warning you. I believe this one would be better too. I'm adding more quotes mostly of rupi kaur. I hope you will be able to interact through here.
