I hate.

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And now I realized how important I am to people.
I hate how people after a few months just leave me.
I hate that no one loves me.
I hate that I'm this kind of person.
I hate that i don't feel anything anymore.
I hate that i believe in everything the people say to me, either being good or bad.
I hate that I depend on others too much.
I hate that I always get hurt at the end.
I hate that I can never appreciate a day without being depressed at the end.
I hate that I cry myself to sleep almost every night.
I hate that I'm not like able.
I hate that I'm horrible.
I hate that I fall in love to fast.
I hate that I make you leave.
I hate that I push you away.
I hate that I feel like I like no one can help me.
I hate that I have no friends.
I hate that the only friends I have, treat me like shit.
I hate that I don't want to go out of my house because I don't want to face the people.
I hate that when I look at myself in the mirror, I hate my body.
I hate that I haven't learned to love myself.
I hate that I don't like seeing my body on a mirror.
I hate that I'm always depressed.
I hate that I hate myself.

-------sorry guys I had to let this out,----

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