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Each girl has that one boy
She will never lose feelings for.

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Right, your first LOVE.

Have you experienced such love? At what age?

Have you ever been kissed?

Have you ever felt so happy with someone?

How long did it last such unique love?

DOESN'T MATTER. 

Whether it was a month, or two, even a year, YOU will never forget such love. 

I experienced mine just at the age of 11. Can you believe such a young age? Possible not even allowed to date. In fact, it was truth, I wasn't allowed to date at such young age but even we never dated, we held romantic feelings for each other. 

We spend 2 years together, it was my greatest love. I LOVE HIM. It was such a beautiful love, even though I wasn't allowed to date, we did went out on dates just a couple. WE ACTUALLY went to a trip together. A 15 HOUR DRIVE next to each other. 

We talked and talked, he was two year older than me. While I was 11, he was 13 and he decided to be with me, it wasn't a little kids love, it was real. We went to the movies, to the beach for 15 or 14 birthday. To a small vacation to a city called Puebla, just in the center of Mexico. 

We never kissed, we did held hands and give each other anniversary presents (even tho we weren't a couple). Even tho we didn't kiss, it was really good. Until slowly, we stopped talking until we broke up. 

I guess he will always have a part of my heart. He recently moved away and when he came back like  a week ago to visit his family, we saw each other. Now I'm 15 and he is 17 almost 18 and my heart beated for him just like if I was 11 all over again.

Have you ever had such love that consumed you?

If you have, I'm so happy for you, it's such a beautiful feeling. If you haven't, don't worry maybe your would last forever. I hope you all find it.

Sending all my love to you

- C.S.