Sad thoughts/ 2 !!

Beyond death.

I know its been a long time since i actually updated something but yesterday, I was hearing my mom talking to my aunt and grandparents. Since they are old, and at any point they can leave, they talked about whether they wanted to be cremated or buried. I was right there, and I almost cry at the thought of someone dying. 

I realize that it is a really important subject to about with your parents or anyone close. Because without knowing you can be next, it doesn't matter if your the youngest, God o death with take you away. 

In my honest opinion, when I heard my mom, saying that when she is ask my dad, what would he want if death happen and he said he wanted to be cremated. It hurt me so bad, where would we scatter his ashes?

Since we are catholic or christian I don't really know anymore, the Pope, said it was not okay to keep the ashes inside of the house. That being cremated was not okay because it was against of God. Because they won't "resurrect" like Jesus did. So that being said, it was better to buried them instead. 

I personally think that being cremated is like bad for the people that love you, because as a loved one, you will like to visit their grave and talk to them but if you cremated someone I feel like there will not be some connection. 

I don't know if it's really truth or I dreamed it, but I heard that now it was illegal to scatter the ashes of someone in public places, as in the beach, or places like that. Is it true?

The point why I write this here, is because I felt here would be the only placed where I MIGHT not be judged. Also I would want to know your opinion about this.

Have you talk to your parents about it?

Do you want to be cremated or buried? (no hate)

I Have thought of death too, that's why I "wrote" this book, I personally want to be buried. I was really depressed back then and I've been trying to overcome it, become a better person. but I'm outrageous person. I've decided that I'll keep writing in this book, thoughts like this, just to know that I'm not really lonely out there. 

I'll read all your comments about this and answer to them.

Lots of love. 

- C.S.