Sad thoughts/ 2 !!

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" My eyes 

make mirrors out of

every reflective surface they pass 

searching for something beautiful looking back 

my ears fish for compliments and praise 

but no matter how far the go looking 

nothing is enough for me 

i go to clinics and department stores

for pretty potions and new techniques 

i've tried the lasers

i've tried the facials

i've tried the blades and expensive creams 

for a hopeful minute they fill me 

make me glow from cheek to cheek 

but as soon as i feel beautiful 

their magic disappears suddenly

where am i supposed to find it 

i am willing to pay any price 

for a beauty that makes heads turn 

every moment day and night"

  - a never-ending search 

                                      -RUPI KAUR 

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Have you eve used all those things to make you feel beautiful?

I have, I'm actually doing the laser thing to remove all the facial hair except eyebrows, and its sooo expensive. It's my 16th birthday present so I can look beautiful by 18. Cause it last 2 years of 12 sessions, one every 2 months. 

Have you ever looked so pretty and you feel it and then its gone?

I really hope that is not your issue.

Sending all my love to u 

- C.S