One Daisy Left

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Dear daisy,

At first.. I couldn't believe you were gone..

I didn't want to believe that an angel left the earth.

Left me..

But standing in your funeral, watching as they took your coffin down..

They took you down, whatever feets down.

I fell on my knees,

Screamed, cried.

I didn't know what i was expecting when i came to your funeral,

If not that.

Everything felt dizzy around me, and the tears never made my vision better.

I just sat there on my knees,

Crying and wondering why you would take your life.

You had me, you knew you did.

Why didn't you stay?

I can't blame you..

This world is cruel,

But...

I am losing myself because i lost you.

Because you couldn't stay, couldn't stay any longer.

God, i just want you here next to me. Is that too much to ask for?

Maybe it is..

But i don't care

I miss you. so freaking much.

I..I just want you right next to me,

To feel your touchs for the last time..

But maybe it is too much to ask,

Because you are the most amazing person that is- was on earth.

I love you, too.

Too much to ask, not too much to ask.