Day 34 2014

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Dear diary,

Okay i know i said that i liked logan but, i've come back down to reality. Who knows if i can really trust him, i've known him for about a week? And that incident with Nicki at school?we've actually become great friends now and i just dont have feelings for him anymore, which is a good thing i guess, because he will never like me.

The rest of the day we spent working on the project until we decided to take a break.
We just talked and talked about, nothing in particular.

We got to a point in conversation where nothing was said. Instead we just kind of looked at each other. I looked into logan's eyes, but not just his eyes...it was like looking into his soul. So much emotion was held in his eyes.
Eventually i snapped out of my daze and noticed logan slowly leaning into me, like he was going to kiss me. I panicked, so many thoughts raced through my head, that i didnt have enough time to process what i was going to do, before i realised that i had turned my head, so logan ended up kissing my cheek. I looked up at him, into his eyes. I looked immediately back down with regret and shame. The hurt that was in his eyes. I couldn't just sit there and say nothing, so i did the only thing that came to mind. I got up and left...

Lucy jane

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