dear diary

Day 44, 2014

School.

I was dreading it, knowing that today would today would be the last day i see logan.

I got up, had a quick shower and ran for the bus.
The bus came about 5 minutes later. I got on and sat somewhat near the front.
I plugged my earplugs in, up to a volume that would block out the students around me.
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I walked straight up to my locker, where i saw logan.
He looked at me and slightly smiled. I didn't want to be rude, so i smiled back.
Shoving books and pens into my bag, i rushed off down to class just as the bell went.
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*lunch time*
I sat at a table alone, near the back of the cafeteria.
Logan came in shortly after and sat with me. As he walked in, Niki and her "pack" walked in.

She looked at me and did nothing. Ever since logan's been hanging out with me, niki has seemed to back off.
Maybe she's scared of logan.
Like he's a wall or something.
But now that he's moving.
My wall would be gone.
And i will be open to the bullying again.

Logan must've noticed my "blank stare" because he was waving his hand in front of me in a way of asking if i was still alive.
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"Well, i guess this is goodbye" i stood about 2 inches shorter than him. Tears threatened to fall as i wrapped my arms around him tightly.
"Goodbye. i'll miss you"
"I'll miss you too. Stay strong" i stepped back, moving my arms back to my side.
"Stay strong"
How was i supposed to do that without you.