Day 41 2014

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Dear diary,

I cant believe i told logan that i loved him. I mean...i was drunk...but i cant believe i was stupid enough to even drink...

Of course he doesn't feel the same!? Why would he like a suicidal, loser...
He's never gonna look at me the same now...
I ruined everything.
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I sat on the cold tiles of the bathroom floor. I ruined my friendship with the only person that's cared enough to even talk to me.
I didnt see him at school today.. Probably because he was avoiding me. You're overreacting...
I tell myself as a tear rolls down my face...but am i really?

Im deciding to go talk to logan. I need to know for sure if i've ruined this friendship or not...
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I knocked on the big brown door that i stood in front of...
I found interest in the ground for a while...
Then the door opened. There he stood, question in his face.
I looked up...but not at his face.
Something behind him caught my eye.

Boxes. Big brown labeled boxes....

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