Substitute(KIAN LAWLEY FANFIC)COMPLETE

Fifteen

Emily wake up ... Kian started to shake me and I just opened my eyes

What why ...

Because come on before it's too late ... He says

Kian it's dark out .....

You waned to see the sunset right come on ... He said and I nodded .

Yeah yeah I'm going ... I didn't hear a word he said I'm just tired I grabbed my hoodie and he was waiting for me

We are getting on the roof ... He says

Why it's pretty late to see the stars ... I look at him

Just come on ... He says and I got out through the window and we were standing on the roof

All I see are actual trees.... And he laughs and grabs my hand and we slowly walked to the other side of the lake house and their was a blanket and I looked at him

I'm dreaming right ..

You have never seen the sun rising but you are now ... He smiles

That's why you asked ... I smile and he sat down and grabbed the blanket I sat next to him and he wrapped it around the both of us

I've never felt special .. I laugh and he pulls me more closer to him

Why do you put yourself down sometimes ... He says and I just shrugged my shoulders

I don't like getting attached to someone I was very close to my mom when I was like nine or I can't remember but one night I heard them arguing so I went up to her room my dad was yelling at her  and  she was packing her things ... And I inhaled air

What happened... He says

I asked what was going they both looked at me my dad saw me differently

Flashback
Are you gonna tell her ... My dad says

Tell me what I'm scared ... And my mom just closed her suitcase

I'm having a baby your dads but his not so sure because I cheated on him before ... She says

What ... I looked at them confused

Your mom is leaving you Emily ... My dad says and I looked at her

Mommy ... And she just wiped of her tears and she walked up to me

I will take you home with me later keep your head up beautiful... She smiled
End of flashback
Ans you kicked her out ... Kian says

She looked at me in the eyes and lied she had some other guys baby and left me behind she always made sure I was okay until that night ... I looked the other way and wiped off my tears which weren't a lot

Hey your mom did it so she wouldn't hurt you even more she cheated on your father she couldn't handle you seeing her as a cheater or a whore ... He says and I nodded slowly

She used him for his money but whatever the past it the past I'm just not getting close to anyone i lost friends who used me to embarrassed me I can't wait till I graduate it's funny how you think you can trust easily but their basically your enemies hiding who they are  .....

You think too much ... He says

It's the truth ... And he nodded

Your never trusting me then or you know getting close to me .... He looks at me

I don't know ...

Your very close to me right now our lips can kiss at anytime ... He says and I smile

Nah I kinda wanna look at the sky right now ... And he just smiled I put my head on his shoulder

KIANS POV
IF ONLY SHE KNEW I LOVE HER

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