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Thirty - nine

I opened my eyes and looked out the window it was kinda dark like the sun is about to come out I furrowed my eyebrows and checked the time 6a.m wow I took the longest nap I slowly stood up Kian wasn't in bed I'm kinda glad he didn't sleep next to me wouldn't help me think things even if I was asleep I had a small headache I slept a lot I think I walked into the restroom and brushed my teeth I know I wasn't going back to sleep

I walked out and when i did I saw Kian sitting down and I furrowed my eyebrows

Your up ... And he turned to look at me his eyes were a little red

Haven't slept I didn't want to leave Hazel alone and well bother you ... He says and I checked on Hazel and she was asleep

Hazel has stitches why how ... I look at him

She couldn't stop bleeding so I took her to the vet you fell asleep so why not take her I was worried ... He says

Oh she's okay then ... And he nodded

Yeah but they said to be careful she can't walk so that's why I haven't slept and well you I can't stop thinking about us .... He says

I can take care of Hazel If you want ...

No it's fine it was my fault she got hurt so it's my responsibility.... He says

Have you been crying Kian ...

Like an hour ago I'm okay I'm just thinking to much I guess ... He says and laughs

Kian you need to go rest ... I grab his arm and he just moved it

Don't try to make me feel better cause seeing you doesn't help at all ... He says

Kian you haven't slept you need to rest ....

You need to leave me the hell alone ... He says and I shook my head

Your a jerk I'm trying to help you I still care about you Kian stop just go to bed .... And he just grabbed both my arms and like laid me down and he was sorta hovering over me

Do you still love me huh theirs a big difference if you cared about me you wouldn't have feelings for Jc ... He says and I just looked at him

Let go of me your scaring me Kian ... And he laughed and when he did I smelled alcohol in his breath

I tried to keep so much anger inside of me I can't handle it anymore ... He says

How many did you drink Kian ....

I'm not drunk Emily I'm pissed okay I've drank two cups wow I just don't want you near me if your gonna pick Jc I don't want to be the one who gets dumped .... He says

So you wanna dump me instead ...

Yes even if I don't want to I kinda have to since you might be sleeping with Jc ... He says

Ouch

Stop Saying that ever since you took my freaking virginity Kian you keep on saying how I can sleep with other guys I'm guessing you don't know me that well ...

I guess not ... He says and I tried to move but he wouldn't

Let go of me ... And he just tightened his grip