Substitute(KIAN LAWLEY FANFIC)COMPLETE

Thirty

Thirty 💖😱
2 days later
I inhaled air and knocked on Kian's door and I just heard hazels barks and I smiled and then the door finally opened and Kian just looked at me

Hey but um this is really not a good time ... He says and I nodded slowly

Can we talk pleas ... And he nodded and Just open the door wider

It's a little bit messy but whatever your just here to tell me how I'm better off without you ... He says and I looked around my dad was right he was letting alcohol get in his way

Why are you drinking Kian ....

Hey if your gonna be all Mean or whatever leave okay ... He says and he sat down on the stool he had a six pack of beer

So what's your little speech ... He says and I just sat down

Are becoming an alcoholic because of me or something.....

In the beginning but then I realized I had nothing with my life just our damn dog that reminds me of you  ...... He says and hazel was just laying down on the couch

Okay umm can I start talking now ...

Yeah be lucky that I'm not drunk first beer of today ... He says

Look Kian after my graduation I didn't mean what I said okay I am not the one who's supposed to forgive you because I'm the one who almost cheated on you ... And he nodded and took a sip of his beer

Right ... He says

Okay well I got mad because I hate when my family thinks I'm gonna ruin my life they said that when I was with Jc because they thought we we having sex which we weren't ... And he just looked at me

Yeah okay ... He says

What I'm trying to say Is I wanna give us another try we got in a fight because of my damn pass Kian you broke my heart Kian when you kept telling me it was over ....

You broke mine to Emily don't make it seem like I broke up with you just to break up with you how would you feel if I was going go to my room with a girl huh knowing I brought you to meet my family .... He says

Upset jealous heartbroken ... And he stood up

See that's exactly what I was feeling and all night I thought so many damn things but your dad told me that after your mom cheated on your dad the second time you changed ....he say s

Alcohol makes you problems gone right that's why I did it Kian that's why I smoked and everything okay but w why would you think I waned to lose my virginity to sleep with some other guys ....

It was your secret so I thought Maybe she's hiding more I don't know okay I'm just glad you were mine once ... He says and I walked up to him and grabbed the beer out of his hand

I'm not done with that ... He says

Well you are now ... I just put it on the counter and he looked at me and I just looked at him too

Kiss me Kian ... And he shook his head

I thought you were done with me ... He says and just turns around to grab the beer but he just looked at it

Okay then kiss me like if it's the last time ... And he slowly shook his head

I just don't want it to be a kiss ... He says