Substitute(KIAN LAWLEY FANFIC)COMPLETE

Thirty -eight

Thanks for letting me stay ... I smile at Trevor

No problem ... He smiles and drives off his mom drove my car over here so Trevor can drive his mom car I put my backpack over my shoulder and just inhaled air I didn't answer Erika's or Jc's calls especially Kian's I opened the door and when I got in I just heard the tv on from the room I just walked in the room and when he saw me came in he sat up

Hey ... He says

Hey ... I put my stuff down and he just kept looking at me

I'm sorry I called you a selfish bitch ... He says and I shook my head

I don't wanna talk about it okay I'm just gonna get the rest of my cloths I'm moving into my house I'm okay living alone for two years I waned to ask if I can take Hazel ...

No your not moving back in ... He says

No Kian I can't deal with you or Erika especially Jc I have feelings for him okay I still do I need to think more about it ....

Well you kinda have to Emily ... He says and I rolled my eyes

I don't wanna talk to you right now I don't wanna think Kian ... And i just walked into the kitchen and he followed me

Think about what huh his taken anyways he has Erika you have me Emily ... He says

What I have is feelings okay for my best friend and you I just wanna be alone and not think to much Kian I barely slept last night thinking what the hell is going on with my damn life I had plans I thought i was gonna have a career Or that my roommate was gonna be Erika and I hate her I'm not supposed to but I do ....

What and you think I fucking did all I care about is you and I want you to make sure your feelings for Jc are over understand it's either him or me Emily .... He says

You can't make me do that I can't I'm afraid to make the wrong choice ....

I need to know because its crushing me as much as I wanna punch Jc I can't because your still gonna like him so why try ... He says

I just wanna forget about everything ....

We made a promise Emily you told me what you had with him was over .... He says

I know Kian but they always have to break .....

What your saying it's over ... He says and he just grabbed my wrist and I looked at him

No Kian I don't know I'm confused I'm scared to choose you or him ...

He left you Emily ... He says and I just feel his grip get tighter

So did you because of Jeremy and then you left me to beat someone up Kian ... And even more tighter

I came back didn't I he did what two years later he might if showed you what loves was but I am the one showing you the real thing tell me why am I important to you ... He says

Your hurting me Kian .... And he just looked at me and slowly loosened his grip and he moved his hand and I just grabbed my wrist and I looked up at him

Tell me why am I important to you ..... He says

Why Kian I just wanna be in my bed okay I'm tired of thinking to much ....

Just tell me Emily ... He says raising his voice

You made me stand up to Katherine okay you showed me not to give up because you push me to do things you make me try new things okay we shared secrets no one knows about us you got a dog for me because I wasn't allowed to have one you were the first person to wake me up just to see the sunrise you were my first Kian their so many reasons ....