Substitute(KIAN LAWLEY FANFIC)COMPLETE

Thirty- five

I was sitting on the bed just looking at Kian he was on the phones with Jc and he was just looking for what to wear and he was basically gonna wear all black it was 1pm and what they call it the plan will be successful that's what they all think

Yeah so at 2:30 then ... Kian says and hangs up and he looked at me

Weren't you gonna leave ... He says

When your gone I will too ... And he nodded slowly

Are you taking hazel with you .. He says

Your coming back aren't you .....

If it all goes perfect ... He says and I nodded slowly

Then yeah I will ... And he was looking for his shirt which I took so he wouldn't leave

I don't know why your so upset about it ... He says and I laugh

Maybe cause you can get your ass in jail or end up dead hmm I think maybe that's why .....

Seriously I out the shirt on the bed ... He says frustrated

You have tons of black shirts Kian ...

Right mostly some of them are dirty ... He says and then looks at me

What ...

Give it okay I need to go over the plan and everything give me my shirt Emily .... He says

What if I wanna wear it ...

Why you already have mine on ... He says and I just smiled I was wearing one of his flannels their very comfortable

For your funeral .... And he rolled his eyes

Just give it to me ... He says and I just grabbed it from under the pillow

Now why would I give you the shirt because if I do your gonna get yourself into trouble ....

Dammit Emily just give it ... He says and I just shook my head and put it under my pillow

I'm not moving ...

Fine I will move you then ... He says and he put his hand under my pillow and I grabbed it with my hand

Your too slow ... And he got on me and grabbed my both wrist

I think your the slow one ... He says and I just looked at Him and I pecked him on the lips and he kissed me slowly and he let go of my wrist and he just looked at me

What time do you have to leave ....

Two thirty you can't stop me I already told you .. And I shook my head

If it's the last time I might see you I want to with you ... I looked at him

We have done it once Emily I told you I want it to be special okay ... He says

It is because its with you ... I unbuttoned a button from the flannel and he looked at me and he helped me and when he took it off he just kissed me he started kissing my neck

Don't go gentle on me .. I whisper into his ear

Emily i I can't I can hurt you ... He says

You already are Kian ...

Gosh beautiful don't say that ... He says

Just don't go easy on me ... And he nodded slowly

Your on the pill right ...

I can start .. And he nodded

I don't feel like using protection if you say this is our last time ... He says and I nodded

Okay ... I gave him a weak smile

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Somethings wrong ... I sorta yell at him and he just grabbed my both hands and just kissed me

Kian somethings wrong stop ... And he just kissed my neck

Kiannn something is wrong ...

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I wiped off my tears and he kissed my shoulder

Your still upset ... He whispers

I so told you stop and you didn't ...

Beautiful what did you feel ... He says

I don't know okay I've never felt it before it was pain at the same time okay ....

It's normal for a girl to feel that ... He says

How do you know ... And he wrapped his arms around me

I've slept with more then one girl and well I'm a guy and us guys watch things ... He laughs and I nodded slowly

You aren't supposed to stop when I feel that ...

No because I wouldn't be proud of myself I kinda am right now ... He smiles and he explained to me even more

I love you beautiful... He smiles

Do you have to go ....

Do you ... He says and pecks me on the lips

What if you don't come back ...

Then you can go wait until like 4 I will be back home ... He says

I love you too... And he just wrapped his arms around me

It's gonna be okay .... He whispers and I slowly closed my eyes and I just drifted to sleep he kept stroking his hand on my back so maybe that's why

KIANS POV
I slowly moved her arm and covered her

I Love you ... I whisper and kiss her on the forehead

Bye beautiful... I looked at her and just grabbed my shirt and cap

END OF POV
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I slowly opened my eyes and hazel was on the floor looking up at me

Was she here the whole time

Hey Kian was she here when we ... I turned around and he was gone I felt terrible obvious his gone I felt a small pain in my chest and my stomach it was just emotions I guess

I guess we have to leave ... I look down at hazel I wrapped the sheets around me and slowly stood up I walked basically slow to the closet I heard hazel cry behind me

I'm upset too

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