Killer (phan) (completed with a sequel out now ^.^)

quatre ~ that wasn't Annabell

"Wh-what?" I stutter seeing Dan giggle slightly at my reaction. I can't believe it. My Dan. I understood that he loved her more than anything and this would eventually come but, he's 21! And she's not even nineteen!! He doesn't even have a job! He hasn't finished at university! She still lives with her parents! And he thinks they can live together forever alone? I mean, I basically pay more than three fouths this place is worth!

"I love her Phil, like more than life, and I want to move in with her forever," he says in a slightly dreamy voice and now I realize how much I was over reacting. It's his life. He can do whatever he want. And if he wants to marry this girl, what kind of douche hole would I be if i stood in his way? I still think I should've seen this coming sooner, but, it still hit me like a fucking baseball bat.

"Well, Dan, remember that this is a life long commitment, you have to be willing to give up a lot to be with her," I say quietly trying not to look at his love filled face so I don't get sent straight into tears.

"Don't worry Phil, it's not like I'm moving to Austrailia," he says slightly laughing.

"I didn't say that!" I snap at him with my anger rising slightly. "I just want to make sure you don't throw your life down the mother fucking drain alright? Don't be so full of yourself god, I hate you!" I stand up realizing I can't keep in the tears and they start to roll down my cheeks as I run to my bedroom and shut it behind me hard locking it. I sit on my bed with my face in my hands and silently cry. Dan's going to move out. This won't be our house anymore. I'll have no body. All of my other friends have roomates and besides, none of them are my Dan.

I walk over to my dresser to get a tissue and a picture catches my eye. It's a screen shot from the first Philisnotonfire video. I lift it off the table and just stare at it. I thought we'd be friends forever. But something tells me that deep down, that if he marries this girl, our friendship will just dissapear.

I walk over to the door about to open it and apolagize to Dan but I hesitate when tears start to form in my eyes again. I can't lose him. I just can't.

"Phil?" Dan knocks on the door and I take a small step back from being startled. "Philly, can I come in?" I shake my head as if he can see me.

"No," I say and lay back down one my bed shoving my face in the pillows and grab Lion holding him close to my chest. He knocks on the door lightly again.

"Please?"

"Nooo" i mumble and stuff my face farther in the pillow.

"C'mon Phil, we need to talk about this sooner or later." Dan says.

"Later," I mumble and he can probably hear the tears in my voice. I don't believe that this is going to change. I hate the way I feel right now. Just an hour ago I was halfway positive that Dan and I would be best friends forever. But now, I feel as if I have just wrecked it all. Not that it wasn't going to be wrecked anyway. Marriage can seriously change people and the others around them.

"Okay, but please don't put this off, we really do need to talk about this sometime soon, I can't lose my best friend." his voice trails off and I can hear his footsteps down the hall. Doesn't want to lose his best friend? That's why he's moving out right? And seriously? He STILL calls us best friends? This was the first us day we've had in literally four months. I've always just called us best friends hoping that it would always remain. I have to face reality again. Just like how I had to face reality that I really liked him. I just wish I could make things normal again with no Annabell.

~

The next morning I almost forgot about the whole Dan proposing thing. As soon as I remember, the sick feeling soon enters my stomach and I feel sick. Oh shit. I'm going to puke. Like right now. I get up really quickly and run to the bathroom expecting to violently throw up but nothing comes up. I groan as I realize that the sick feeling is just upsetness, not puke.

I walk slowly out of the bathroom and look both ways down the hall for Dan. I just don't want to face him. I realize that he's probably in his room so I walk back slowly to my room and go even slower when I pass his room. I tip toe passt it and stop slightly in front of it when the door flies open and Dan nearly tackles me.

"NO! DAN! Let me go!" I say and he hoists me up slightly as I struggle to fight him and get rid of his arms.

"No!" he says and starts to drag me to the living room. "We're going to talk this out and you're going to like it!" I continue to struggle beneath his arms and I'm soon nearly tossed onto the couch. I stand up immediatly and try to run past Dan but his arm catches me and we begin to wrestle slightly. He attempts to push me on the couch again but I'm stronger than I look.

He's also stronger then he looks as he eventually, literally tackles me down and pins my arms above my head and uses his legs to hold mine down. I sigh.

"Okay, so you caught me, now what?" he sighs and changes position so both his legs were on one side of his body and he was basically sitting on my stomach.

"We need to talk," he says.

"No we don't," I say quickly shaking my head vigerously. He giggles.

"Yes we do!" He urges and gets off me still holding my arms so that I can't run away again. In all honesty, I liked the closeness we had at that moment, but I still didn't want to talk. He'll just make me cry again.

"No we DON'T!" I say more furiously. Dan giggles.

"Phil, you're really bad at trying to be scary if that's what you're going for," he giggles and I roll my eyes. This really isn't the time for joking. "Look, I really do want to marry Annabell, although, I don't want our friendship to be wrecked in any way possible-" his phone ringing cuts him off. It's Annabell's ringtone again. I groan. "Seriously Anna, always at the wrong time!" he says and stands up walking over to pick up the phone.

"Or, you could just not answer," I grumble. He rolls his eyes before answering.

"Hey, hon, sorry I really can't talk now it's just-" he stops looking mildly confused. "Um yes, I am her boyfriend, what's going on?" he looks at me with a confused expression and I just stare at him. "Um, erm, yeah. May I ask what's going on?" his eyes shine with concern. "What!?" he says slighlty loud. "Yeah, sure, can I bring someone?" oh great what is he taking Annabell to this time. "Thank you, we'll be there right now." Dan hangs up the phone with his mouth open slightly in shock. I can tell just from here that he's shaking. Something bad is going on.

"Dan? What'd she say? Are you okay? What's going on?" I ask and he shakes away his scared expression (or atleast tries to).

"That wasn't Annabell," he says quietly. "It was the police."