Killer (phan) (completed with a sequel out now ^.^)

dix ~ confused

I wake up still in Dan's arms and feel heat in my cheeks yet again. I really hope we do this more often. I also hope that he's not just doing this to fill a void that's missing. I don't just want to be Annabell'a replacement. I don't just want to be a guy to fill the gap. I want to be Dan's. I want to have him hold me like this every night and whisper things in my ear until I sleep. I want us to make each other breakfast and go on dates and have him love me like he loved Annabell. I want to be his boyfriend. Is that too much to ask?

"I'm not asleep you know," I hear Dan whisper and I giggle and turn around but his hand doesn't leave my waist. I giggle again.

"It's really warm under here," I say giggling again still unable to believe that Dan was cuddling me in bed. "What time is it?" I ask.

"Five fifteen," he replies.

"How long have you been up?" I ask and his arm tightens slightly and I shudder slightly as I can feel his finger tracing small random patterns on my lower back.

"Um, like an hourish ago," he says.

"Dan, you should've gone back to sleep! You're going to be exhausted!" I say and he sighs.

"I couldn't really sleep," he whines and looks down shyly. "Sorry if we're too close, I can back off, I've felt kind of alone lately and your just like, sorry" he begins to move away from me I pull him back and wrap his arm around me again.

"No, no, no!" I say and realize that I pulled us closer than we were before. "It's fine, and what were you saying? I'm so,"

"You're so cuddly," he says and blushes insanely looking down. He's just the most sweetest thing on this planet.

"Stop being shy," I whisper and he brings us closer with our foreheads touching. We just lay there for a minute next to each other and take in each others presence. Maybe he won't mind if I kissed him. There's only one way to find out. I lean in as far as I can giving him enough room to make his choice. I keep my eyes open and his are slightly closed. He seems to be pondering on the idea as he dips his head in but soon pulls slightly back.

"We should get ready yeah?" He asks removing his arm from me. I pout slightly.

"Yeah, okay," I say and I stand up to leave. I walk to my room where I get dressed. Was it me? Did he actually want to kiss me? Is he just confused? I can't pretend like he wasn't laying in bed cuddling with me. It was such a perfect moment. I don't think I've felt more perfect my entire life. I honestly wish I wouldn't have been a pussy and just let our lips connect. I continue to get ready for the day and soon, we were on our way to the police station.

~

"Are you sure we should go with you?" Dan asks as he gets a four out of twenty on his shooting turn. "I'm not very good at this."

"For like the seventieth time, you WON'T be doing any of this! You're just going because you have valuable information and Phil's just going so you won't be alone," Officer Little says back.

"Hey!" I say to officer little as I begin to start my shooting practice. "I have an eleven out of twenty thank you very much!"

"Anyway, you guys are taking this way too serious, this is only practice in case of an unlikely emergency," he says and I finish the game to hand the the controller to Dan.

~

"Our flights in two hours do you have your bags?" One of the officers named Al says to us and we nod as we walk to some police cars out in the back. "You'll be riding to the airport with officer little and me, try to act normal, don't answer any questions people ask you without our permission," we nod again and get in the back with our bags. The car is soon started and were off to the airport.