OMG!! I swear finding something to talk about sucks. I mean for Brayan at first I did not know what to talk about and even now I do not know what to talk about. Every time I talk to him it is like everything I know about English and speaking sentences goes away. He makes my heart beat like a sledgehammer (FIFTH HARMONY SONG). So I think that conversation is even harder talking to him. It is so easy talking to Nessa and my friends but still I think it would be easy to talk to him.
NEW FLASH: It is not.
He just talks to me like a regular human being but with me talking to him I die. I do not understand it. I mean talking to guys is hard for me because most of my friends are girls. He is such a different story though. He is not like other guys. He has something about him that drives me nuts. Nessa understands the struggles of liking someone that you can not have. I am not gay but he makes me question my life. He has that effect on me. If he ever read this he would probably not be my friend but this is a confession book. A confession book is where I am going to take all my emotions and put them into this book. No one judge this book. Conversation Starters for me is hard. I like so many different things than him. I tried to listen to his music but to be honest is sucks ass. People probably says that about my music. I love that I tried to listen to his music.
POINTS FOR TRYING: 1
How do you start a conversation with someone who is smoking hot? You say hey and that is about it. Now is a different story. He has grown on us now. It is way easier to talk to him now but at first I promise you it was the hardest thing of my whole life.
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Confessions of Brashton
RomanceIt started as a ship name but it could be so much more. Find out why we were shipped and what I think about the ship name.
