Troubled Soul

Alone

Have you ever felt so alone that your thoughts start speaking to you
To the point where your not yourself and your thoughts are speaking through you
You could be in a room full of people yet still feel so alone
The same people you've seen day in and day out yet you still feel unknown
To the point where you question do you exist are you even there
But you exist you just feel alone because you think no one seams to care
The reality of it though is that your alone because you won't let anyone in
Your afraid to be abandoned so you put a hold on the attachement before you let any friendship begin
But who could blame you when you've Been left time and time again
So you'd rather be alone than to trust an "I'll be here" from a friend