Forbidden Desires

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FLASHBACK: 1 MONTH AGO 

"Jongin! " I shouted as i ran towards his direction

"Hm? Anything wrong, Kyungsoo?" He looked at me then smiled as i panted. I tried to catch my breath since I always find it hard to breathe whenever I run. 

I started to speak when I already got my normal breathing back "Jongin, Do you want to go somewhere? I really feel bored today." It's a good thing I'm really good when it comes to making up excuses. The truth is, I just want to be with him today. 

"Uhm Kyungsoo, Is it okay if someone joins us?" 

Join us? Whenever I ask him to go somewhere before, It's either only the two of us or maybe with Baekhyun and Chanyeol. Who could be that "someone" he mentioned? 

"Sure! Why not? Who is that certain someone anyway?"

Right when he was about to speak, a girl came to the scene and hugged him from behind. W-wait...

Who is she? 

"Who is she, Jongin?" As I said that, I tried to hide the surprised look on my face.
"Ah~ I was about to tell you that she's my girlfriend. Kyungsoo, meet Krystal." Jongin said with a wide smile plastered on his good-looking face. I can tell that he's really happy with introducing his girlfriend to me,

But the feeling is definitely not mutual.

"Hi. The name's Krystal." She said while raising her right eyebrow at me.
Bitch. 

"Kyungsoo." I said coldly.

Jongin broke the awkward introduction and spoke cheerfully "Say, Kyungsoo, You told me that you wanted to go somewhere with me. Can we take Krystal with us then?" 

"No need. You guys have your own fun time, I'm just going to ask Baekhyun and Chanyeol to come with me." 

Jongin started to become uncomfortably surprised "O-oh. Okay then Kyung, See you later then." And without another word, the both of them left me alone here in the school corridor. As they walked away, I could see them hugging each other and becoming sweet as hell.

I feel like I could break down crying anytime soon so i decided to go home. 

END OF FLASHBACK

-Present time-

As you can see, a lot has changed in 1 month. Well only for Kim Jongin at least. Baekhyun, Chanyeol and I stayed the same but Jongin? He changed a lot. 

Yes he always hangs out with us but damn, he became so cold. So cold that it's nothing compared to the coldness of Antartica. And you want to know why he changed? Well none other than the bitch of the year which is Krystal Jung. Baekhyun, Chanyeol and I knew that Krystal Jung was nothing but a cold ass bitch to other people and to Jongin as well. 

As I was thinking about Jongin, I heard someone shout from my back.
Damn, I'm surprised! 
"Kyungsoo Kyungsoo! We're so glad to see you here!" I heard Baekhyun and Chanyeol said in unison. What's up now? is this about Jongin again? If it is, they'd better shut up because I've had enough. "What now?" I said scratching my nape while giving them both a death glare. 

"We have news for you! " They said gladly. 
"Spill the beans now." 

The both of them were silenced as Chanyeol placed his right hand on Baekhyun's waist while Baekhyun hugged him. 

My eyes were big but they became bigger
"ARE YOU GUYS IN A RELATIONSHIP?!" I shouted so my voice echoed through the corridors. It's already 7pm in the evening so there are no other people here other than us.

"Oh yes we are!" Baekhyun smiled widely at me. 
I'm so happy for them! I waited for so long for them to be together and now my dream has come true! My OTP is finally happening! 

"MY OTP IS FINALLY HAPPENING! MY GOD CONGRATULATIONS!!!" I then hugged Baekhyun and Chanyeol tight. This is so wonderful to see. 

But as we were celebrating, Jongin and his "GIRLFRIEND" interrupted. Jongin clapped slowly while his "GIRLFRIEND" had her arms crossed. 

Jongin spoke "Nice. Congratulations Baekhyun and Chanyeol, this is some gay shit you're showing." As Jongin's words came out, Baekhyun and Chanyeol separated from each other for a while and looked down. "You guys are both men for crying the fuck out! ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! YOU'RE EMBARRASSING YOURSELF!!! THE BOTH OF YOU SHOULDN'T BE TOGETHER, BECAUSE ONLY GIRLS AND BOYS ARE THE RIGHTFUL PAIRS. " 

And that's when Chanyeol looked up. Chanyeol was much taller than Jongin. The usual Chanyeol we see is always cheerful and happy but now? I don't think we can explain the look on his face. 

Chanyeol laughed in a sarcastic way. "Seriously dude? True love doesn't need to be perfect. I know that this is some gay shit we're in but damn, I love Baekhyun. Isn't that enough for us to be together? I thought about this for some time and decided to tell him my feelings. Don't ruin everything i've just thought over time."

Jongin clapped once again "Really? You do know that this can bring you a lot of embarrassment, not just for the both of you but also to your families?" 

"I've had enough of your harsh words Jongin! This is our life and we can do whatever we want, At least the both of us didn't date a cold bitch like your girlfriend." 

Jongin froze with what Chanyeol said. Jongin was about to say something but I immediately pulled him and ran away from them. Jongin had no idea where we were going but we reached the school library. I opened the door and the both of us went in. 

"Why did you take me here, Kyungsoo?" he asked curiously.
"Because I know to myself that Chanyeol is ready to kill for Baekhyun."
"So, you saved me." 

I was about to speak up to reply but he pushed me against the pillows, basically pinning me with both of his hands. There was a mat and some pillows here in the library for reading, just explanin' though.

"Kyungsoo... Be honest with me." he said coldly as he looked at me.
"Do you like me? Kyungsoo?" 
I looked at him intently "What if I tell you, I do?"

He stood up and sat down "If you do, Just forget about your feelings for me because I have no intentions of liking you back." 

Millions of crashing glasses went straight into my heart. I didn't even confess about my feelings for him but... He already rejected me. I guess I was right about hiding my feelings for him, knowing that he told me what he really feels. 

"Don't worry Kai, I'm straight." I stood up then started to walk out of the library 

But I heard him say this 

"K-Kai?"

Was he surprised?