Forbidden Desires

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I felt my knees going weak. Is this a dream or something?

As I felt his soft lips touching mine, I closed my eyes. Why is he kissing me? I thought he didn't like me? But nothing else mattered as I felt myself responding back to his kiss, it felt really good. The lips I've been longing for so long are now touching mine.

I opened my eyes when I felt Jongin pull away. When he pulled away, Both of us just looked away to prevent the awkwardness the both of us were feeling, but still... The awkward silence remained and I don't know how to break it.

How am I supposed to react? Jongin looking away, with both of his hands on his pockets. His hair, his perfectly dark hair... His chocolate brown eyes... The way he's standing right now is making me feel completely in love.

"That kiss meant nothing, I did it to make you shut up. I'm sorry, Kyungsoo."

When his words left his lips, he reluctantly walked away from me. I watched him walk away from me as he disappeared in my sight when he opened the door. I already knew from the start, that kiss meant nothing to him. But you know what? It meant the world to me. That was my first kiss and it was stolen by the one I love.

Without myself knowing, I felt my hands crawling up to my lips. Touching them as they curved up into a smile.

Nothing, eh? Nothing always means something.

Where: Kyungsoo's house

"We knew you liked Jongin from the start. It's obvious, you know? Well, if Jongin doesn't notice it then I think he's numb! You don't have to pretend, actions say it all!" Baekhyun said while watching TV and curled up in a ball beside Chanyeol. Tss they don't have to show me their public display of affection. Chanyeol suddenly looked at me "Just move on from that guy. Yeah he's our friend, but he's not the Jongin we all know. His girlfriend changed him... A lot."

I placed my hands on my chin and started to frown. "Chanyeol, Do you think we can bring the old Jongin back?" When he heard me, he just chuckled. What's wrong with this guy? "We can, probably. If he stays away from that stupid girlfriend of his, which is kind of impossible because Baekkie and I think that Jongin is a servant to her." He shrugged and got back to watching TV.

I think Chanyeol is right. Maybe the only thing that can bring Jongin back is to get the girl to stay away from Jongin, but how? how can we get them to hate each other? Truth be told, I have to talk to Krystal. I have to know if she really loves Jongin, if she truly cares for Jongin... if she really does...

Then I'll let go.

It's a good thing that Baek is here, there's a 99.9% chance that he knows Krystal's number. Crossed fingers. It took me minutes to build up the guts to ask him Krystal's phone number. I took a deep breath...

"Baek."
"Hm?"
I took another deep breath "Do you know Krystal's number?"

His eyes were like the size of saucers but he fished his phone out from his pocket and gave her number to me. I started to type her phone number and started to type a text message.

"Kyungsoo here. Meet me tomorrow at the coffee shop near our school, lunch time, stat. I have to talk to you."

I was having doubts sending the text message but fuck what can I do? this is the only thing I can do to help Jongin out. Without having any more hesitations, I pressed send and turned off my phone. I know she wasn't going to give me a reply but by looking at Krystal, I know she's not scared of anything. I know she'll come.

You can do this Kyungsoo.

Where: Coffee shop
Time: 12:05 pm

I was here early since I don't want her to nag at me about being late and such. I ordered chocolate cream for me and caramel cream for her. Look, I may be mad at her but come on my parents still taught me how to be hospitable.