Little Miss Reckless and Fire (Band Fan-fic)

Chapter 10

*One week later*

The sounds of new music being written surrounded me. I couldn't help the small smile on my face, it always happened when I got around this sort of thing. I loved watching others write. Right now I was watching Pierce The Veil write, I would snap photos every now and then and I was obtaining some good ones that I was pretty happy with. 

"Hey, that part would sound good if a girl sang it." Jaime smirked. Suddenly all the guys were looking at me. 

"Are you up for it?" Vic asked. 

I sighed. "Let me see the lyrics." I took the page from Vic as he pointed out the part for me. My lips formed the words silently. "I like it, this is really good. I wouldn't mind singing it." 

The boys smiled. Vic and Tony picked up their acoustics and I moved to sit between them as Vic started singing and playing. Tony joined in soon. I was left and waiting. Finally when my part came I closed my eyes. "If you were me, you'd do the same. 'Cause I can't take anymore, I'll draw the shades and close the door! Everything's not alright and I would rather..." I opened my eyes and smiled as Vic finished the song.

"Amazing." Jaime grinned. 

"Oh come on, you guys have heard me sing before." I smirked. 

"Not like that though. Singing acoustically is different." Vic said. 

"Fine, Tony let me see your guitar." I said determined. Tony shrugged and handed it to me. I strummed a few chords trying to find the right ones. 

"Awakening in the night, alone and afraid. The only good I've ever known burned and broken. You turned stone cold, no remorse and no love. You hated me so suddenly, with no explanation. 

How do you sleep at night, knowing you killed the good within me? How do you dream peacefully while I scream in the shadows? God help you, 'cause you're no angel. You're only a demon.

Now the empty spaces you left behind, have left me paralyzed! Darling, I want you to feel as I do now. Where every day hurts to breathe or even move an inch. I shouldn't care so much, but you took a part of me. Don't you see? You burned me and destroyed me. I should hate you, but I can't find it within.

Now hear these words and listen well, as I sing about you and wish you the worst. This is wrong and I know it deep down, but you hurt me so and I can't stand it.

Do you hear the sadness in my voice, do you hear the pain in the chords? I'd hate to be you when you figure out who this song is about. I was a fool, that I'll admit, and I was weak to let you win.

How can you look in the mirror and love what you see? How can you live each day and feel nothing but glee? God help you, 'cause you're no angel. God help you, 'cause you're the devil.

Now the empty spaces you left behind, have left me paralyzed! Darling, I want you to feel as I do now. Where every day hurts to breath or even more an inch. I shouldn't care so much, but you took a part of me. Don't you see? You burned and destroyed me. I should hate you, but I can't find it within.

Oh, all I feel is the depression of losing my fight. I lived a lie for so long that I no longer see the right. I'm sorry, if that's what you want to hear. I'm so sorry, for letting you inside and breaking my walls. Never again.

You made me hate my own reflection.

Turned me against myself.

And stabbed my heart what feels like twenty-seven times.