Words cut deep a Dan+Phil fanfic

Omnomnom

"I understand depression" PJ reassures Dan. /why had Phil told them?!/ "hmmm.." Dan mutters "have you had it?" He asked. Maybe they could get along after all? "No" replied PJ "but I get sad sometimes, like if I've had a row with Chris" Dan nearly laughed. "Depression is not 'getting sad sometimes' you get quiet and melancholy and sit quietly by the window sighing, or just lying around. A state of not caring about anything, a kind of blue, yet peaceful state." Dan finished. "Yeah, but it comes and goes, right? So when your not depressed...?" Chris tailed off. "But when you're in the feeling, you forget. The feeling feels like its always been there, and will always be there...and you forget.." With this, Dan sweeps off to his room. And just sat there. For what felt like eternity. He wanted to be free. So he cut..arms, legs, wrists...until he heard Chris and PJ leave. He knew Phil would come up, so he hid the knife and covered up all the parts of him that were bleeding. And for this reason alone, he put his hand on his heart. Phil knocked, as expected. "Umm..Dan?" "Come in" Dan replied. "Sooo...that down there..." He paused, Dan not meeting his eyes. "Is that really how you feel?" "Yup.." It was awkward between them, for quite a while, which caused a burning sensation in Dans chest. "Night then" Phil whispered. He kissed Dan softly on the nose, before leaving. Dan closed his eyes. That was horrifically awkward. He didn't know how to get rid of this feeling, so he used the same strategy he did to get rid of every other of his emotions. .......... ........... .............. ..........

So umm, yhs... That happened. I tried a different style of writing...it was kinda deep. Too deep? Am I out of my depth? Idek...please respond in the comments, so I know how to write the next chaptah...thanks ^.^ and thanx for all the reads...makes me happy:)) we can get through Shit togetha guis :D prwomise xx