Teach me

chapter 2

"watch where your going, I almost dropped my damn phone messing around with you. " I said walking around him. I could hear him calling my name but I wasn't about to stop nor was I in the mood. Honestly truly , Under different circumstances I would probably give him the time of day. But like every other male singer he has too many groupies and a very strong willed female fan base. I just can't fuck with it, and plus I learned my lesson with that a long time ago.

"Well excuse me Ms. Alexis, I didn't see you, usually I don't have to look so far DOWN but look who I'm talking to. I'll be more careful next time " he said in a sarcastically

"Rodriguez you need NOT to go there with me or anyone else when it comes to hight now excuse me" I unlocked my car door & put my stuff in the back seat and closed the door. I tried to open the driver door but it was being blocked, somehow I just knew he just wasn't gonna let this shit go. All I wanted to do was go home, take a shower, and go to sleep. But clearly it wasn't gonna be that easy tonight.

" First of all, my name to you just like everyone else is jacquees', or que. Pick one but not Rodriquez...only my mama call me that" he said. I felt a little come out but brushed it off just as quickly.

" Right, well anyway I'm tired Rodriquez if you'll excuse me, I'd like you to move. " He stared at me for a few seconds with his eyes squinted before he opened my door. I got in & quickly pushed the start button hearing the engine come on. I could still feel him watching me so I decided to entertain him for a bit
" can I have my face back please"

" Mann you need to quite. Why you acting so bad with me?"

" Because you're a young black celebrity who has more miles than a old school Chevy with crazy ass fan base I don't want no parts." I sai

made a mistake & clicked on one of his songs. I tried pulling off but all you heard was " girl yo body is legit, mama made you thick " blaring through my speakers. My body tensed up and I tried to turn it off but he started laughing which let me know I'd already been caught.

" Wait so let me get this straight, you don't talk to me.But you listen to my music, how that go,?" He said still laughing.

" Mind your damn business and stop worrying about whats on my phone.Now i have to go good night. " I hissed & pulled off finally making my way home

I probably shouldn't be so mean to him but honestly I cant help it. If I let my guard down I know ill start to like him little bit more than I already do , and honestly i just cant let myself do that. I'm still trying get over last break up. It was my first love, and the only real relationship I thought I'd ever have . He was literally my entire world, that's probably where I messed up at , giving a man too much of my time & lead way . I had just got signed to cash money and I didn't have time for him because I was always so busy, he was also a singer. A couple months had went by and I had gotten my producer to listen to one of his songs, a couple weeks later Justin was in his studio singing live for him. Next thing you know he's signed. But what he didn't know was that I had gotten that done. But all of that happened after our break up. Justin cheated on me the entire time I was away working even though I did everything I could let him know I still loved him. He was jealous that I had a got a deal before him but we had been rocking together so long ..why wouldn't I make sure you what you got what you always wanted ? So I made sure he got his record deal and of course he blew up.

He tried to reach out to me a couple times but I declined every time. someone told him what I'd done and tried sending flowers saying thank you and he wanted to try again, but I didn't want to. he had nothing left to say to me.  I realized that I was now at my condo and there was a car parked in my driveway, it was nobody's but Arnica's of course. She and I had been best friend's since we were 12 years old. That's been my only real friend that's been around forever, she keeps me humble when I start to get a little big headed. I'm happy she sticks around, and I know she's not around just for the fame and shit because she's not that type of chick, and she's been around way before all of this even came. which is why I love her. But why this bitch had to be in my house now when I was tired as hell I have no clue.