Teach me

chapter 3

I woke up to soft melody of " her way " by party next door, he was one of my favorite artist so it was only right to make one of songs my alarm. I turned it off and I realized I had a bunch of ig notifications . I opened the app and of course jacquees' comment was all over the shaderoom , balleralert and every other blog. I knew this shit was gunna happen. I just shook my head. I had a few missed call from my my manger & producers , I made a nea gal note to give them a call back . I went to my messages and noticed I had one from nicia .

She screen shot the comment and sent to me with the laughing face. Sometimes I really hated this bitch, I personally didn't think it wasn't funny. But fortunately I had to see and dance with this negro today so he will definitely hear about this. I climbed out the bed to take a quick shower, once I got out I went to my closet to find something wear. I grabbed my black yoga tights and a sports bra, and a crop top. I found my black and red retro's and pair of boy shorts.

I quickly got dressed once sprayed some perfume and threw on some hoop earrings. I made my bed and grabbed my bag and went down stairs. I looked out the door and nicia was gone just like she said she would be. I went to the kitchen to get a bottle of cranberry juice and banana & made my way out the door. I turned my house alarm on from my phone and hoped in the car. I hooked my phone up the blue tooth and nicki minaj's " favorite " came on. I bobbed my head to the music when I heard the text notification through my speakers. I came to read light just in time, I picked up my phone reading the message noticing that it was from an unknown sender.

The message said " I see you " i'm not sure who the hell that could be. I deleted the message brushing it off. I figured someone was trying to scare me ,I guess it just comes with the territory of being a celebrity. I texted jay to come out of the studio and stand outside and wait for me . Pulled into the parking, and grabbed my stuff and looked up once I was out . He was standing outside as told , he greeted me with a warm smile & hug.

"Good morning, lexx" he said I could tell he was little nervous. He's been my choreographer since i got signed . I didn't want one anyone but him because other people would always try to make me do these crazy weird provocative dances. I had never meshed well with any other choreographer the way I did with him. He understood my style when it came to dance , so I only worked with him.

Truth is , I loved jay. He  was such a sweetie I know him going behind my back was with a good heart. He was just trying to be a good friend. I cant argue with that .

" Listen jay, I know what you did about the whole que dance thing, im not mad.. Just don't have me out there dancing like a hoe is all I ask." I said  smiling at him. He gave me a gentle smile back

"...Only a high priced hoe..you know I got you boo , I know what you like. And I was just trying to help. Que is really nice guy and a great dancer, he learned the routine so fast. You're  gunna love the way it comes out I promise " he said and gave me a hug. Jay was the guy who was fine as hell but was actually gay..but still a real cool dude

" I know. So listen ,its 10:00 and I'm running late for my studio session, ill call you when im on my way to the dance studio" I said good bye to jay and went inside the building. I was greeted by a bunch of people and instead of taking the elevator I decided to take the stairs to main area where the music studio's and dance studio's were. Once I got the second floor instead of going where I was really suppose to go , I decided to stop in this room where a piano was.

I haven't played the piano in a few years , but I always loved doing it. I sat down and started to play this melody I've been having in my head for a few days

" I'm looking right at you...but your not there ...I'm seeing right passed you...but you seem well away your body is here but your mind is somewhere else so far gone....but you think i cant tell...cant tell that you are disconnected ..you pulled way and i miss your presences and i always said to you.... baby I miss your presences I always said to baby you should be here ..."

Jacquees P.O.V

I was on my way to my session when I was passing up this room and I heard someone singing and playing the piano. I looked inside the room and from behind it looks liked Alexis. As long as we've been signed to the same label I've never actually heard her sing. I heard a few notes but that was it. She always gives me the cold shoulder , I cant even look at her for too long because she always goes in the other direction. She really sounded good , and i'm mad this the first time i'm actually hearing this chick sing. I quietly eased inside the room and closed the door. She looked so beautiful when she was in her element. And the fact that she can play the piano...that's actually really cool. I listened to her for about little minute until she stopped and typed something in her phone . She got out the seat and turned around and jumped when she saw me standing behind her.

" jacquees you scared the hell out of me . what are you doing in here" she said....lil mama looked so cute all worked up and scared I couldn't help but laugh

" I'm sorry , I didn't mean to scare you..I
passed the room and heard music coming from out here and usually its empty. I just wanted to see what it was. ...you have a beautiful voice lex" I told her she looked up and just stared at me. Her face softened a little bit when I said that...she  got up & walked past me and I grabbed her hand

..."thank you ...., I guess ill see you later " she said and think I saw a small smile crack and she let my hand go, and she walked out the door. I couldn't help but to smile myself .I walked out the room to try to catch up with but she had already disappeared , for a lil munchkin she walked so fast. I could tell alexis was different and I was really feeling her, she was shy but feisty at the same time. She was really guarded, but still I could tell she was still sweet. Ima have to get the story on her later from my jay. I walked down the hall to the studio where my producer was waiting for me. He had this slow beat playing I already had a few words playing around n my head to go with it.

"wussup man, I been waiting on you so you could hear this beat. I was playing around with some sounds and came out with dis' whatcu think?" he said I was already nodding my head as I was walking inside the booth. I was about to kill this song by the time I needed to be at rehearsal.

"alright bee check this, I already got some lyrics for this. Ima have my verse finish in 2 hours I put 200 dollars on that. & I wont have to do any retakes I said putting the headphones on.

"I'm gon' make you feel it ...da da da da..im gon' make you feel it....im gon' make you feel it ...." i sang into the mic .

Two hours later Iwas done just like I said I would, & won 200 dollars.

"Pleasure doing business with you my man , and ill text my home boy quan and see how he feel about jumpin on dis " I told the producer. I listened  to the versus I recorded and it sounded pretty good. I've been singin' since I was about  5 years old. I got signed to cash money when I was 19 years old and my dreams started to become a reality years later. Ive been trying to get at Ms Alexis since I saw her  walking these same halls a couple years ago when I first got to miami and shes always been a tough cookie to break since then. Eventually I found out that It wasn't just me, she was like that with  everyone else to. Probably cause those other dudes was bum ass niggas & probably came at her wrong

" alright, ill see you tomorrow man, be cool" he said as we dapped each other off and I walked out making my way to elevator. I pressed the button for it to come and I saw a light going off. I pulled my phone out and went on Instagram. I saw a bunch of notifications from this shit called the shade room because of the comment I put under Alexis picture. Truthfully and honestly I did it on purpose . I really just wanted a reaction from her . I heard the elevator bell go off and when it opened , this lil chick stepped off and saw me and started smiling. I returned the smile only to be polite but I could tell shawty was a groupie . She started trying to feel all up on me but I cut that shit short right then & there .

I pressed the button for the elevator & put my phone back in my pocket. The doors opened and I stepped off heading for the doors to go to my car. I pulled my keys out and unlocked my doors the my jeep that I'd just recently cop'd  and hopped in. I stared the car & pulled out the parking lot & made my way to rehearsals.