Secret Lovers

Chapter 3 Christina Pov

I drove home and ran to my room. I locked my door and laid across my bed. I couldn't stop thinking about that kiss. The way she looked at me, The way she kissed me, My heart was beating so fast. I finished my homework and took a nap. I thought about her so much that I started dreaming about her. When I woke up from my nap I walked downstairs to my mother and father in the kitchen cooking dinner.

"Hey Chris" my mom said and kissed my forehead. I was honestly surprised to see her home at this time.

"Hey mom," I sat at the counter while my father finished the food. My mom was pouring them glasses of wine and I can honestly say it's been months since we've done anything like this.

"Chrissy can you make the table please?" My father asked and I got up without hesitation. I fixed the table and as I was finishing my father was platting the food.

We sat at the dining table with my father at the head and me and my mother being at the sides next to him.

"How was your day chris? Did you meet Silver?" My mother asked.

My heart started beating so hard, I was scared they would hear it. I tried to finish swallowing the food in my mouth before I answered.

"Yes I did, and I got a chance to meet her father." She nodded her head with that smile that is plastered on posters of everyone that loves her.

"Good, Mr. Landon is nice and Silver is gorgeous​," if she doesn't stop saying her name my heart is going to fall out onto my plate. I don't know what's getting my so riled up about her. I haven't been into anyone for a long time and the way she looks at me, just makes my blood rush from head to toe.

After our family dinner ended I went upstairs and laid in bed. I went back and forth with myself for an hour trying to figure out if I should text her. I looked at my phone again and the time read 11:45. Shit. I need to go to sleep. I left my phone on the nightstand and tried to go to sleep. After 10 minutes of tossing and turning, I said fuck it and grabbed my phone. I found her contact name and texted her.

"Hi this is Chris,"
I waited for the message to deliver but it didn't. It even sent as a green text message. I figured that was universe telling me to go sleep. I locked my phone and tapped it on my leg before I finally gave up and put it back on the nightstand.

The next morning when I walked into school I didn't see her. Actually for the rest of the week I didn't see her.

Whenever I would call her it would go straight to voice mail. She didn't respond to any of my text messages. I guess she went away. Just like my mother. This is why I didn't want to even be near her. I knew if I got even a little close to her my feelings would get hurt.
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A week later, Monday morning when I walked into school she was sitting in the class room with her headphones in. My heart dropped at her sight and I waved at her. she completely ignored me not to mention she was sitting on the other side of the class room from where her original seat next to me was. She didn't even look up as I walked passed her. My heart shattered completely and I put my head down for the beginning of the period.

When I looked up she was sitting on the jock Randy's lap. Randy Shouter was a very well known 3 season athlete. Football, Basketball, and Baseball. Although he never comes to class, he seems to somehow make Deans lists every year. Just one of the perks of being seen as a god here.

She would laugh as he whispered things in her ears and when I saw them holding hands my heart broke even more. As the school day went on all I could see was them together as I walked through the hall way.

She looked over at me once, right after she gave Randy a kiss on the lips and I was completely filled with anger and regret. When school finally ended I felt like my heart had been ripped apart and stomped on.

I stayed afterschool for a robotics club meeting. I've been president of the club since I was a freshman. When the meeting ended and I was walking near the exit doors I was stuck as I saw Silver walk out of a class room with another popular girl named Sammi. Silver was wearing a cheerleading uniform. When the hell did she join the team?

When I walked passed her I tried to keep my eyes off of her but out of nowhere she gabbed me and pushed me into a classroom. She put her finger over my mouth before I could scream.

​"Please don't scream I just need to talk to you," she said. She looked into my eyes and she looked lost in them, she was giving me that look she gave me last week. I could feel my heart beating hard again while I was pushed up against the cold brick wall if the class room. Her arms where still on my shoulders from when she pushed me and I honestly didn't want her to move until I remembered how she hurt me and I pushed her off of me.
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"What do you want?" I said. I tried to look completely uninterested in anything she was about to say.

"I just want to talk to you about what happened" she said coming closer to me.

She had me against the wall again and I felt myself falling for her all over.
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"I get what happened. You kissed me, you pretended to like me then you left and got a boyfriend. It's the same old story, no need to explain." I said and tried to walk out the door but She ran in front of me and I couldn't get to it.
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"I wasn't pretending" she said wining and I got frustrated.

​"Right, I'm sure you weren't Silver. You're just like every other girl. You're a lying slut who just wanted to play with my feelings. I get it. The "Play with Chris's emotions" game must be fun for girls like you. I can't believe I thought you actually could have been different." I said with all of my feelings attached, even feelings that had nothing to do with her.

Silver's eyes were tearing up and when I finished speaking she ran out of the classroom crying. I felt bad but at the same time I forced myself not to care. She didn't care about hurting my feelings so I shouldn't care about hers. I took a deep breath and ran my hands over my face.

I walked to my car and drove home. I opened the garage and was pleased to see that I had the house to myself. I started doing homework and blasting music through my Bluetooth speaker so I could get earliers situations out my head. When I was wrapping up my homework I heard knocking at my balcony doors. I walked over slowly and opened it. Silver was standing on my balcony.
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"Hi" she said looking cold in her cheer uniform. Honestly she's so damn sexy it's hard to be mad at her. Especially in that uniform.

​"How did you get up here?" I asked. Not that I cared that much. I was actually kinda happy to see her.

​"I climbed" she said looking back at the tree next to the balcony. She started shaking like she got the chills so I let her come in.

She sat on my bed still cold so I took off my hoodie that I was wearing and gave it to her. She was staring at me with her jaw to the floor. I didn't know what she was staring at until I felt a chill run down my back. I wasn't wearing a shirt under my hoodie and now I'm standing in front of my crush without a shirt on. Fuck.