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A girl is trying

"Lyssa...Here we are" Sam shouted when she made her grand entry in my room along with Alex and Beth just to lose her ability to talk for few seconds.

"Oh hi Mich-I mean hi guys" she greeted them after sometime.

"Hi" they all replied her and surprisingly Michael also. He didn't flip like he had the last time Alex, Beth and Sam had come in what he claims to be only his room. Since the physics' teacher wasn't here and all of the guys were free as we all are in the same class they came over to play video games as usual. I don't blame them though video games are really life.

"We can go in my room in you want" Beth proposed.

"No it's fine. They are busy with their game anyway and they will be leaving in some time also" I told Beth since I had heard them saying that they were going to go to some place as they don't have anything to do.

"Let's go on my bed" I led the way to my bed and we got comfortable before Sam started to talk.

"So who exactly is this Dylan?" Sam asked straight to the point. I saw Michael's head snapped in our direction as soon as Sam started talking.

"Haha yeah so about this movie that I was telling you guys the last time" I tried to change the topic and Sam didn't understand anything which made everything that I was saying sound unreal.

"What about that guy?" Michael asked making everyone look at me. I didn't know how to tell them anymore. I was still a bit scared of being judged. It's not like I have anything more to lose but still I wasn't confident on telling anyone. I mean it's not even the best thing to tell so how can I even expect someone to take it lightly? It was the worst decisions I had ever made. It is said that love is blind but all I've ever been is foolish. I was so blinded that everything was Dylan for me. It was like everything revolved around him. Nothing else mattered. I didn't even think about my parents for that matter. They never liked Dylan. Parents really do recognize who is good for you and who is not. They did warn me. They did tell me that he wasn't good for me. They did ask me not to rush into things. They did all they can for me but I didn't see it like this all I could think about was that they wanted me to leave Dylan, the person whom I loved, and I got distanced from my parents. How can I even tell someone all this? I started to feel really tensed and started playing with my fingers when I felt a big warm one wrapped itself around mine. I lifted my head a bit to see that Michael was beside me and all the others also had come on my bed. How they all had fit in the bed will be beyond my understanding but they did look comfortable enough.

"Alyssa why are you not saying anything?" Ethan asked.

"He was my boyfriend."

"You are dating him?" Michael questioned.

"I said I was but now I can only think about why did I ever like him"

"But why do you hate him so much?" this time Daniel spoke.

"He is the reason why I had lost practically everything. I really used to like him a lot that-"

"You really liked him that much?" Michael cut in.

"At that time" I replied.

"So uhm I wasn't like I am right now before, not emotionally, mentally and even physically. I never thought what made Dylan like me like he used to claim that he does because he was actually one of the most popular guy in my school who could get any girl he wanted but he chose me which didn't look odd to me at that time. I didn't even ask him anything because I had fallen in love with him and I was stupid enough to do whatever he would ask me to. I would spend so much time with him which was pissing my parents off every time. Then one day when I can back home my parents was so mad at me that they didn't want me here anymore and like Dylan had suggested I had moved in with him. First few days I really did miss my parents a lot but with Dylan everything was rainbow and sunshine"