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The old Alyssa is changing

"Don't worry we are with you", I heard someone next to me say while holding my hand. It was Sam.

"I'm fine. Just got reminded of some memories"; I said with a shrug so that my new friends don't ask me questions whose answers I was not yet ready to share with anyone.

You heard it right, nobody knows about my past, not even Mia. I was still devastated by the event that changed my whole life when I had to go through other ordeals that is enough to last me a lfetime and even for the generation to come. You must be thinking that I'm exagerrating here, right? Wrong, no one should be put through such torments after losing a special and important part of your life.

"Earth to Alyssa...Venus to Alyssa"

I came out of my thoughts when I saw that everyone was waving their hands in front of my face to get my attention while giggling.

When I realised what Elizabeth had just said I laughed so hard that I was pretty near falling off my chair. This girl is such a drama queen. As soon as my laughter softened, I took a sip of my sprite just to spit it out of my mouth when I saw that everyone was looking at me like I was a wonder of the world. I know that it was the first time since years that I laughed this hard but it is acceptable, right? So why did everybody's expression change in the way that one's expression would have changed if I had said that I hate Harry Styles hair and eyes? (No offense to one directioners, I love one direction myself. It was only a joke).

When I turned to my friends, I saw that even they were looking at me with wide eyes and the lower part of their mouths were sticking to the floor.

"What happened?", I whispered to Elizabeth.

"Oh my gosh", She screamed so loudly that I literally had to save my poor ears from the wrath with my fingers.

Holy poop...I can't feel my ears.

It was when I saw everybody at the table looking at Emily that I realised that I spit out my sprite on Emily's face.

"Cat fight"

"Cat fight"

Everybody was yelling.

I saw a smirk starting to form on Emily's face. But, before she could do anything the bell rang and Michael took her away.

"Thank God", I muttered before looking at my friends.

"No, thank Michael"

"No, thank Emily's good mood", the girls said.

"Noooo, wait. It was not Emily's good mood. She is never in a good mood. Maybe she already has a plan to murder you in your sleep Lyssa", Elizabeth said making it seem dangerous.

Oh my God. What was happening? Why were everyone so confused? Is it true that she planned to murder me?

What? What are you thinking about Lyssa? You have done nothing to her...

Okay. Wait. Lyssa??

"Yeah Lyssa". 

Did I say that loudly? I thought to myself.

"Yeah you did Lyssa" and I guess that I said that also loudly. I raised an eyebrow in the girl's direction to ask as to why I was being called Lyssa. As long as I remember I never had a nickname,  sometimes Mia would call me babe but then I never had anyone close.

"Umm hmm Lyssa, just like I am Sam, Elizabeth is Beth, Alexis is Alex and you are Lyssa", Sam said while grinning.

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After I had my physics class in which there was Michael, Emily and a lot of starings also, I had biology. But thankfully only Michael was there. I was so happy when I saw that he was alone. Okay, this sounded a bit wrong here. It's not that I like him. It was just that Emily was not with him. Actually , it's not that I hate him also because I never talked to him

ughh...It is so confusing.

I know that you understand what I am trying to say here. It's just that I am not used to talking to people and now that I am, I don't know how to feel. All this is new to me. I feel like the old Alyssa is changing. With that, I head towards my dorm room as the tiredness started to get the best of me now. It was one hell of a day.

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"So only the gentlemen, please welcome my one and only roommate Alyssa Young"

I stared with wide eyes as I heard the voice of the person that was still a complete stranger to me after I opened my room door.

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It's like 10pm at mine so am sending you only a good and you can fill in the blanks

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