My Baby's Father is a Rockstar?

Chapter 10 "This can't be happening!"

I stared at the tests results in Sasha's hand and all of them has two red lines. "Those results? are those?" I can't finish my words. I can't believe this is happening. "Positive" Sasha uttered and stared directly to my eyes. This can't be happening! I'm doomed! Sasha hugged me tight and I started to sob so hard. 

"What am I going to do now, Sasha? I just graduated from college, I'm just starting my life. How am I going to deal with this? I'm not yet ready, how will my family react on this? I'm such a failure, Sasha. I'm a big failure to my family" I sobbed. I don"t know what to do, my parents will be very disappointed with me. I'm only nineteen and I'm going to have a baby. I can't think of other ways on how am I going to deal with this. "Don't worry, we'll deal with this. We need to get him" Sasha said while trying to comfort me. Him? what does she mean? The Jerk? He cannot know anything about this! He must not know.  

"No, we're not going to tell him" 

"Why not? he's the father of your child Rean! What are you thinking?" 

"No, he must not know about this" 

"Then what are you going to do huh? hide it from him? Its also his obligation Rean"she muttered angrily 

"I don't even know him Sasha! Its just a one night stand! He's just a jerk who slept with me because he knows I'll give in that easily. How can you be sure that he's going to take responsibility on this huh? " I answered angirly and went out stomping my feet. I laid down in my bed and buried my head, I wanted to die. How am I going to have a baby? I don't know anything about being a mother. I'm just a kid for pete's sake, I'm not yet ready for heavy obligations. 

"I'm here, We'll deal with this together" She said and sat on my bed 

"Sasha, I'm scared" I said and looked at her 

"I know but I'm here and we'll figure this out" she hugged me tight and I let myself release everything to her.  

Sasha convinced me to go to an obgyne for a regular check up and also for the sake of health and also the baby. Once we get to the hospital, we sat at the bench and wait for the assistant to call my name. Its really breath taking talking to a doctor about your pregnancy especially when you're not ready for it. Sasha grabbed my hand and hold it very tight. When my name was called, we entered the room and looked around. There are lot of posters about pregnancy, the importance of breastfeed and what does a baby look like inside a woman's womb; I stared at the posters and my eyes stopped when I saw a picture in which a husband is supporting his wife's pregnancy, It is more like they are both pregnant. I envy the girl in the photo, she has husband who is right there for her to guide, support and love her while me on the other side have any idea how am I going to deal with this. 

"Have a seat" the doctor said which made me lose my focus. i looked at her and she smiled at me.  

"Thank you" i said and took my seat 

"So based on the results of your test, you're four weeks pregnant Mrs. Alford. Congratulations to you and your husband" she said with a full smile while checking on the papers in front of her with my name on it. Sasha looked at me with worried eyes and I just gave her a smile. 

"Its Miss, actually doctor" I said 

"Oh, I'm sorry" she dropped the paper on the table and apologized 

"No, its fine" i said, she started to write stuffs on a prescription paper about my pregnancy and what are the do's and dont's 

" Don't take any medicines without my prescription Ms. Alford. Morning sickness is normal. I wrote down here the dates of your regular check up so we'll know how is pregnancy going" she said and gave me the piece of paper. 

"Thank you so much, doctor" I said and stood up from my seat. 

I turned my back to go out of the the room, I walked towards the door when I heard her say, "I know this is hard for you, but I can see it in your eyes that you can deal with it" she said, I turned to see her and she gave me a full smile. Maybe I can do this after all. 

I called my mom and dad as possible as I could and told them about my condition. I knew how disappointed they were and it really made cry so hard but instead of getting mad at me, they told me that things are going to work out and they're gonna be there to support me. I feel so thankful that I have my family around to support me even though I failed them big time. They wanted to ask who is the father but I told them that I really can't tell. My big brothers burstout and told me that they're gonna break the skull of the bastard but then I told them that its not that necessary at all and its just gonna be a waste of time and energy. Before I bid my goodbye, my mom told me to be strong and we'll figure things out. She also told me that she wished she could be here to guide me with my pregnancy but then she has work to do. I thanked them all and said my love for them before I bid my goodbye on the phone. 

Days passed by so fast and morning sickness is killing me. Sasha was forced to sleep in my room just to guide me with my pregnancy. She'll wake up in the middle of the night just to get me something ridiculous like ice cream or whatsoever. Sometimes I'll wake up in the middle of the night just to pee and sometimes throw up. I have food aversions and I got a lot of cravings. I'm so thankful that Sasha has been very patient with me because I became moody and I complain with a lot of things. I also became very emotional and sometimes I cry at night for no certain reason. Rico is also there to support me, he goes with Sasha to buy my stuffs and the foods I crave for. 

Weeks passed and I decided to come out of my bubble and went to the mall to stretch my body. I let Sasha and Rico to go on a date since they had been having a lack of time together because of me. I went to near mall and go on a window shopping. I saw a Infant store which made me decided to stop by for some stuffs. I went inside and the saleslady greeted me. "How may I help you?" she smiled. "I'm just looking for some stuffs" I said and then she left me to help some other customers. My eyes stopped at a small blue shirt for a little boy matched with a large blue shirt for a daddy, It really looks so cute! I grabbed the small little shirt and looked at it closely. I was about to get the dad's size shirt when someone called my name. 

"Rean?" someone called me from behind my back. I turned around and saw Blaine carrying a basket with baby's stuffs. Wait? What? He's also a young dad? What the hell? 

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Hey guys! this is it for now. Please feel free to comment and vote :) I wish I could get a lot of reads with this story. I kinda like the concept of the story. I need a lot of readers to be motivated. Sorry, I'm just a kid so some stuffs are not well defined and if I got some mistakes feel free to tell. Thank you guys so much and I hope you enjoy reading this story.