Chapter 13 "We'll get through this even without him"

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My mind suddenly stopped working. I do not how to respond on what he said. I'm not sure if I should tell him the truth or not. His grip on my arm is tightening and I feel like he flow of my blood in my arms were blocked. I stared directly into his eyes, I just realized that he has two beautiful blue greyed  eyes. While staring at his eyes, I saw something unusual. They are not expressing fury, I see worriedness in his eyes like he's also scared of what am I getting into. I want to tell him the truth but I don't think this is the right thing to do. I don't want to give him obligations and problems because this is my own and its my mistake. This baby is ours, I will tell him the truth but not now. 

"Just leave me alone" I said straight and pulled my arm so hard from his tight grip. I did not let him talk, I walked away and left him standing like a statue. I did not turn around because I know if I turned around I might tell him the truth. 

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I'm laying in the bed while staring at the ceiling. I rubbed my tummy slowly and just realized that my baby is already growing inside me. I looked down to see my tummy and smiled, "Don't worry baby, we will get through this even without him" I said to the baby inside me. I rubbed my face with my both hands when suddenly I heard a knock from the door.

"Come in" I muttered. Then Sasha's head appeared, "Yes?" I asked

"You have a guest"

"Who?" I asked curiously

"Come and see" Sasha said with a teasing smile. Who could that be?

I was about to stand up when Sasha pushed the door and entered my room. I looked at her and saw that there is a guy behind her. I stared carefully and it took me a few seconds before my brain processed, its Blaine. 

I did not expect to see him especially here in our house. 

"What are you doing here? I asked surprisingly

"I'm here to see you" 

"How did you know that where I live?" 

"Actually, I coincidentally saw your friend in a restaurant so I asked her about you. Fortunately, she mentioned to me that you two are living together so I offered her a ride home"

"That's so really nice of you" 

"Actually, I'm also here to invite you guys on our gig. Its tonight, I want to text you about it but I prefer to tell you personally" he muttered and walked towards me. Gig? he's in a band? Woah! there's a shock.

"You're the lead singer?" I asked and smiled

"No, I'm the lead guitarist. So are you guys busy tonight?" 

Sasha looked at me and gave me her pleading eyes. She's really into rockband stuffs and  sometimes she shares it with me so I kind have thing too about rockbands.

"Yeah sure, we're going' I exclaimed

"Awesome, so what time should I come to pick you guys up?"

"Actually, we can just ask my boyfriend Rico to bring us there" Sasha interrupted

"I think that would be better, so it wil not be much of a hassle for you" 

"Okay, that's great" Blaine said and the suddenly we heard a ringtone

"Excuse me, I'll just get it" he said and went out of the room.

After few minutes of talking to the phone. Blaine went back to my room and bid me goodbye. He told me that he's looking forward to see me tonight. When he left my room, I buried myself to my pillows and then closed my eyes.

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I got awakened when I heard my "Just Give Me a Reason" ringtone. I stretched my left arm to reach my cellphone on my bedside desk, I opened my left eye slowly to see the name of the person who's calling. Its an unknown number, I wonder who's calling me.

"Hello? Who's this?"

"Are you busy tonight?"

"Excuse me? Who's this?"

"Just answer my question"

"If you don't want to tell me your name then stop calling me" I said angrily. I was about to end the call when..

"Its me, Ronan"

"How did you get my number?" I asked curiously

"I got sources you know"

"Why did you call?"

"Are you busy tonight?"

"Why?"

"The answer to my question is just a simple yes or a no"

"You don't have to be an asshole, Jerk"

"So are you busy?"

"Yes, I'm busy so goodbye" I answered immediately and ended the call.

Why does he always have to be a jerk when he's talking to me? I cleared up my mind and just focused on our hang out tonight.

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I am now standing in front of my closet and wondering what clothes should I wear tonight. I grabbed my loose knitted top and my black pants. I wore them immediately and put up some powder and lipctick to my dull face. I stood in front of the body mirror and looked at my body if there re any signs of my pregnancy. Good thing its only been six weeks and there's no noticeable baby bump yet. Thank goodness

Sasha called me from downstairs and asked me if I'm already prepared because Rico will pick it up in fifteen minutes.I fixed my hair and out it in a messy ponytail. After ten minutes, I grabbed my pair of black canvas keds and ran downstairs.

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Hi guys! who do you want Rean to go on a date with? Blaine or Ronan? I really like Blaine's attitude towards Rean and he's really sweet. So I want suggestions from you guys :) For silent readers, you can simply send me your comments on facebook. Just search for my name Regine Altares and feel free to comment about this story. Thank you so much guys. 

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