My Baby's Father is a Rockstar?

Chapter 19 " Surprises I Never Expected"

        I had been staring at the mirror for a quite some time, looking at myself still thinking if I look fine. I had been thinking all day if I should really go to the gig or not. I think it’s a bad idea that I said yes to Blaine’s invitation but I would really really feel sorry if I didn’t. I am staring at myself and I just realized what pregnancy does to me. My breasts that are supposed to be very very small are getting slightly bigger. My waist is also widening and I can feel a little bit of pain on my abdomen. I decided to wear a leggings and a huge sweatshirt again so that the changes in my body will not be that noticeable. I am criticizing myself when I heard a knock on the door. “Ouch!” my abdomen hurts again. “Are you okay there?” Sasha asked from the other side of the door. “I’m fine” I replied while combing my hair. “Rico, will be here in a few minutes” she reminded me. “I’ll be out in a minute”. I answered while I finished combing my hair, grabbed my shoulder bag and walked to the door. “And we need to talk” she added.

“Is Ronan going?” she asked as I opened the door. She is wearing tight tank top and tight pants, the perfect outfit when you go out to see a band. While I on the other side is wearing the most hated clothes by girls, girls who are trying to seduce rock stars, hooray for me.

“Yes, of course. He’s part of the band”

“Does he know you’re going?” she asked and raised me an eyebrow

“Yes” I lied

“Are you sure?” she asked me again

“Yes” I lied again

“I can’t believe you are lying to me” she said in a high tone

“What are you talking about?” I asked trying to pretend that I am clueless to what is she talking about.

“Ronan just called me” she said in a straight tone and put her hands on her waist like she is about to scold me for lying to her.

“When did you two start calling each other?” I asked trying to change the subject.

“Since the day you decided to let him be part of your life”

“He is not part of my life; he is part of my baby’s life but not mine”

“You are changing the whole subject!”

“Then what do you want me to say? And why are you scolding me for not telling Ronan everything I do?”

“Because he is fucking worried about you! He called and he’s panicking. He told me that you’re not feeling well. And here you are looking so absolutely freaking well”

“So what ‘s your point? You want me to go to my bed right now and get sick?”

“That’s not what I meant!? God! What’s got into you? Why are acting like a bitch?”

“I’m not acting like bitch, you know what? I should better stay. Just call Blaine that I have to do some errands” I said coldly. I was about to close the door when she blocked me.

“I’m sorry for yelling at you, I didn’t mean it” she said and looked at me.

“I’m sorry too”

“It’s just, why are you like this to Ronan?”

“What are you talking about?”

“He’s trying, can’t you see that? He’s trying his best to be a good man for you but why can’t you appreciate that?”

“I don’t know what are you talking about” I said coldly again trying to act innocent. I know what she is talking about. Maybe I am acting like this because I had never been in a serious relationship since forever. The whole thing that’s going on with me and Ronan is so absolutely new to me. He is acting like a totally different guy but in a good way. Like what I said before, he calls me every day almost every hour to check on me, he brings me random food because he thinks that I am having food cravings and whatsoever but part of me also knows why is he acting in such a way, it’s for the baby and not me. if I am not carrying his child, I can bet my own life that he’ll be somewhere with at least three girls giving him the best satisfaction that he always needs and wants. What happened between him and I may not be considered as an accident but merely an intersection of two decisions, like hey! It takes two to tango.