My Baby's Father is a Rockstar?

Chapter 16 " I wish I could turn back time"

I sat at the backseat and leaned my head to the window while Sasha sat beside Rico. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. Why is this happening to me? What did i do to deserve this? I pretend to be asleep when I heard Sasha and Rico started to talking.

"What happened in there?" Rico asked while his head is focused on the driveway. I don't want to listen to their conversation but I just can not.

"Its a long story, I don't even know where to start" Sasha answered and then sighed.

"Babe, we've been together for almost two years. I can deal with long stories" Rico smirked And then Sasha hit his arm.

"Well unfortunately, Blaine and Ronan are bandmates"

"Ronan?"

"The asshole who knocked up Rean"

"Son of a bitch! Seriously?"

"Yes, i can't believe it either. I thought they were just friends but bandmates?"

"Small world"

"Yeah, small world"

"So does he know?"

"About the baby?" Sasha asked then looked at Rico who's furrowed eyes are focused on the road. "He knows, but he doesn't know that the baby is his" she continued and drifted on her seat to lean on the window.

"Is she going to tell him?" his tone when he asked has anger in it. Rico has been a brother to me since the day he and Sasha became a couple. I am very happy that Sasha found him. He treats me like a sister that is why I am not surprised that he is also affected on what is happening to me and worst what will happen to me.

"I do not think Rean will, she does not want to give him obligations. She thinks the whole situation is her fault, she does not want to drag him to her problem" Sasha answered and sighed with her elbow propped on the windowshield and lean her head on her palm.

"Its not her problem, its THEIR problem" Rico growled emphasizing the word THEIR, I know that his grip on the steering wheel is tightening though my eyes are closed.

"I know but Rean does not think that way. Let's just support her to whatever decisions she will make. She'll figure it out on her own" she sighed again and tapped Rico's shoulder.

I feel like a bargain to my friends, they did not do anything wicked to deserve this. They are also having a hard time because of me. I am the reason why I am in this kind of situation, I did not think and just let the Jerk in to my life. Now, I am a mess, a total mess. All I want is to go back to that day and do thing differently; if only I did not go with Sasha to the party and just stayed at dorm to read my books, this is not going to happen. I am not going to cross path with Ronan, I will not lose my virginity to him and I will not get pregnant with his baby. But things already happened, I could not revise it. How I wish someone could invent a legit time machine right now, how I wish I could turn back time to undo my mistakes with the Jerk. I closed my eyes pretending to be asleep with my friends talking in the frontseat, I cloud my minds with thoughts when suddenly tears started streaming down my cheeks. I hate being emotional! crap Hormones! I drifted in my position in the backseat until I let my thought ran away and clear up my mind.

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I rolled into something soft and comfortable, I hugged the nearest object that made me feel like I'm in a cloud. I pinched my eyes when I heard my ringtone Just Give Me A Reason by Pink. I opened my eyes and realized that I am staring in blank white ceiling, I looked at the clock and realized that its still early in the morning. I propped my hand to reach my cellphone on the top of my small cabinet. I did not bother to read the name because I am sure it is Sasha, I mean who's going to call at six o clock in the morning? Only Sasha could do that to me.