Day 5: What part of self harm do you dislike the most?
I had a friend who self-harmed before I did, and I never understood why. I asked him "do you like it?" and he said, "no." I said, "why do you do it then?" and he replied, "I can't help myself." I then asked, out of curiosity, "what don't you like?" He answered, "it's the scars, really. It's like a reminder that I'm worthless and wanting to die and be alive at the same time. The worst thing is, they're never gonna fade. They might from the naked eye, but not from my memory. Not from me."
And I have to agree with him here.
