walking down the hall my eyes turn to the roses and teddy bears people have sent to show that they support my family after the big event. Shrugging it off I walked with my crutches down a few steps leading to the kitchen.
"Your father said if your doing well you can go to school tomorrow" nanny Jos
ephine said as she was setting a plate of eggs with bacon and toast on the island, instantly my body tensed with the thought of going out side these walls in weeks and more to go into every teenagers personal hell.
Nodding I took a fork and began digging in to my food tho I didn't feel guilty at all as I couldn't see much fat anymore. Just as my eggs were all done making me move on to the next side nanny Josephine sat across from me with s sad look upon her face.
"Dear I'm not stupid, why do you tell everyone your ok when your most definitely not? " I shrugged at the question and continue eating.
"Oh Miss. Amber Nicholas called this morning saying that he would come pick you up tomorrow for school" Janna a girl a few years older then me who worked here as a maid here.
I nod in response and continue eating my breakfast, nanny Josephine still looks skeptical but doesn't let go. After some time she heads out to buy grocerys. looking for a soul in sound I sigh when I see now and run to the fridge, more like limp. taking all the sweets and ice cream I shove it into a basket then head outside to go into the guest house so I can eat in peace because even in my own room I don't have peace no more as there is always someone checking up on me every minute or so.
once in the guest house I went straight to one of the bedrooms and start logging out eating all the carbs known to man. I was now done with two buckets of Icecream and was now changing to the peanut butter with Oreo"s. once done to I realize my pants were two tight and they were a size SIX !!!!!!
six six someone call MTV! I thought though I chose to throw it up instead as it was useless to me I just wanted the taste now that I tasted it I want it gone and never see it again and mostly not on my weight.
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