[A/N]: this is not about amber but it's about a bulimic story tho it's based on a real story and real person I'm putting it in her since I might right more about this in another book that's all and thank you)
※Blonde And Perfect? Not!
※Chapter
Miranda Maggie Robert
Looking down at my chemistry text book I wonder if I had eaten too much at dinner, shrugging I continue to study tho I couldn't help but here my mother's voice in my head.
"You stupid fat b*tch you keep on eating like your skinny"
Before I thought I was skinny as many girls always said a size six or five was a good place to be at that menu envied the thought of it but after those girls in my class and those comments from mom it don't know anymore.
"Miranda get your ass here! " mom yelled from down stairs annoyed, oh god what did I do now I asked.
"Please Jesus I don't want to get beat tonight, my friends will see the marks tomorrow in cheer practice" I begged god l folding my hands together praying I would be saved now. Running downstairs I see mom in front of a cereal box, shit I curses as not only did I eat the hole box in two days but I left it empty in the cabin. Mom hates it when I pig out and more when I leave garbage around I just hope she doesn't go in my room because if she does then I won't be able to walk tomorrow.
"I'm sorry mom" I reply hurrying to pick it up then throw it out but was stop as she kicks my side.
"How many times have I told you that I don't like you leaving empty boxes and how many more times have I told you to stop being so fat! " she yells kicking me again, she bends down to see what I reply tho I wonder sometimes if she love seeing that look of fear and hatred in my eyes.
"I'm sorry" I mumbled tho I knew better then to hope that after my sorry I could go back to my room and study.
"Don't mumble you stupid bitch, I swear if anybody sees you they'd think you were raised by an animal" she says pulling me up by my hair, a small weeping sound comes from my lips as she pulls harder. In my head I was saying that I was raised by an animal and that animal happened to be you, you f*ckin bitch.
"I'm sorry mommy I won't do it again I promise " I say in Spanish hopping she stop tho to my luck my step dad came out of his room and saw me, he didn't do much to stop her from hurting me but at least he distracted her .
"Mi amour we need to get going Robber said we can't get to the Young mansion late because then we will get fire" Albert says telling my mom calmly, she nods and lets go. Once he goes out mom is packing up and I'm sweeping the floor.
"Bye" mom says seriously, looking up I see mom waiting for me to say sorry tho I honestly just want to stick this broom threw her heart. Bad Maggie.
"Bye" I whispered quickly, she slowly comes over to me and gives me a hug. "I'm sorry"
"I know you are just don't do it again" she says strictly tho had a small smile upon her lips. I shivered at the sight of it.
"Ok mommy so your going to clean my friends house? " I questioned.
"Yes that's not a problem right" she asked serious.
"No of course not just curious so bye mom" I say as she walks out once she's out and at least at another block I scream and kick the door as well pound it with my knuckles. In the end I'm so hurt I could just limp out and somebody will call an ambulance for help. I guess tomorrow I could say the same story that I have a abusive boyfriend who I'm so in love I forgive all this bull crap at least I don't have belt marks as Amber And Anna Lee told me that if they see those types of marks on me they don't care they will send "him" to jail. I never understood how Amber the most popular girl in school now and Anna Lee as well could share my friendship as they hated each other's guts. As well Amber to my other best friend Nina, Nina and her don't talk but Amber isn't as bad as Anna Lee. She at least dislikes Nina from a distance and I don't blame her as it is because of Nina that Amber throws up.
I don't say anything about it because it's her life and her secret, I have no right to share that with anybody. Shaking my head I walk into my room and look for my Cheer leading outfit as I had practice tomorrow.
My head was pounding like a pan was banging inside, I hope my puffy lip didn't look to damage. All well another beat up I just hope I never have kids because I cannot trust myself anymore.
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Monday morning were the usual a few pick up lines were thrown my way tho I couldn't see my way as I ended up getting hit by mom again this morning and ended with a mark around my eyes so I was wearing these expensive channel sunglasses that Amber bought me when we went to the beach. Bumping into someone I mumbled sorry tho I realized it was a guy and not just any guy but but Amber's hottie neighbor Dustin Williamson.
"Sorry" I apologize tho I was still in a dazed at his hotness and beauty, that jaw line was so perfect and his skin so soft it would put lumpy space princess from Adventure Time to shame. And those eyes you'd think we're the most beautiful shade of green on the planet that is till his eyes change into a blue shade. He scratches his blackish brown hair nervous for some strange resin.
"No it's mine I apologized" he says tho just like that we end up pushed down as some people start running somewhere no doubt to see a fight. Both of us fall down gently tho I hope I don't weigh to much it would be so embarrassing. I was to busy thinking about how my weight was to much to notice my glass had fallen off and that our lips were centimeters away from each other. A small blush crept my cheeks tho the moment was ruined when Amber sister Rochelle starts yelling at Dustin for some strange resin, last time I check they don't go out just good friends. Amber saves me tho and takes me away tho I don't realize the four buffy yet hot guys in suit behind her till one walks up closer to me to inspect me.
"Uhhh"
"There my new body guards" She says annoyed.
"Do they fallow you the the bathroom when you____well___ you know need to 'pee'?" I questioned tho one of her guess found it funny as he chuckled then tries miserably to hide it.
"No Miranda I can pee freely know what's up with miss Blood and perfect life? " she questioned .
"Blood and perfect? Not, girl I'm sorry but she broke up with Cain and he his hot hot like desert hot" Amber chuckle tho nods. By miss perfect she meant Anna Lee
"So how are you doing? I tried calling" I informed.
"Yeah I know and I'm sorry I just didn't feel like talking you know but to make it up why don't you come over tonight? " she asked happy.
"Sure let's go to class" I say, even if I wanted to I could never say no to amber as I always saw her as and older sister who I could depend on and fallow in her footsteps.
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