Chapter 1: My Name Is Harry Styles

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A/N-So, hi to anyone reading this. I wanted to make up for not being on Wattpad for a while, so I decided to make a new story. Hope you like it! If you do, read my current story Our Dark Sides and Dirtly Little Secrets. :)

Harry's Pov

There I was again. Sitting in my bed at two o' clock looking out the window. As I saw my reflection, a tear escaped my right eye. My throat began to sore up, so I knew more tears would began to pierce out of my eyes. Staring out the window, all I wondered about is how did I get to this point in my life? I can barely eat, yet go to sleep. Shit, I'm barely hanging on to being sane. Having trouble sleeping haden't started till my dad left. Once he left, it just left a void in me. A void that I thought could never be filled by anything or anyone. Seeing my mom struggle became a daily basis. Just seeing her worry about paying for my sister Gemma's college tuition by herself made me cringe. Remembering my dad made my insides bubble up and blaze wildly. I was just so angry towards him, yet missing him at the same time. Seeing that looking out the window didn't help anything, I decided to try and go back to bed. The whole night I tossed and turned, blowing my locks out of my face now and then. Soon, my eyes fell down after a tough battle to fight sleep.

The next day.....

"Harry, it's time to get up for school. Come on, you'll be late if you don't get up." I heard my mum say at the frame of my bedroom door. All I did was groan to the fact of going to school. Let's just say I wasn't that big of a 'popular lad'. Once I finished my daily routine of getting ready for school, I ran down the steps to make it to the bus in time. "Harry, why don't you grab a piece of toast before you leave." "Not enough time mum." "Well when will you make time to eat?" "When I feel like it mum. Don't worry, I will eat." I made sure I shut the front door before my mum could make a comment on what I just said. Looking outside, I didn't see the bus in sight. I guess now I'll have to walk. School wasn't far away from my house, but getting on a bus was surely better than walking!

When I arrrived at school, the eye's of many took a looking at me. Not only was I the guy that dad left him, but I was also the only guy that was gay at my school. People looked at me as if I had a disease or something. They have to realise that people who like the same sex are equal just as much as anyone who doesn't. I arrived to my first class of the day late. Great, now I have to have fifty million eyes staring at me as if I have two heads or something. I hurried to sit down, so the looks everybody was giving me dissapeared. Few minutes passed by and my teacher Mrs. Turner haden't started class yet. Probably still taking attendance. Laying my head down for a quick snooze seemed like the perfect thing to do. "Excuse me, but is this seat taken?" I heard a soft gentle, but stern voice say aloud. Raising my head up from my arms, I realised the lad was talking to me. "Uhm, no, nobody ever sits here." He sat down to only look at me. "Really, you seem like an eye catcher. Why wouldn't anyone want to sit beside you." the random boy said to me. My cheeks began to warm up and I soon realised I was blushing. "I forgot to ask you what your name was?" "Louis, Louis Tomlinson." And at that moment, I knew this Louis guy was definitely a little 'interested' in me.

A/N-Sorry if the first chapter was so short! Comment if you like the story so far and I might just update it as soon as I update my other story. Thanks for reading! :)

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