A/N : Well I'm back surprisingly earlier than expected you all . In starting to update as much as possible because I go to school next month and I'm so irritated by it . Anyways enjoy this chapter and I hope you love it .
Louis' Pov
As class continued to go by, I couldn't help but notice the stiffness in Harry when we had arrived into class . Dozens of eyes were directed at us . I didn't feel a bit awkward at it, but I could tell it made Harry a tad uneasy . Though I didn't wanna wreck the mood between us, so I let it slide all class .
"I see your really getting this stuff ." I said while looking over to Harry writing notes down to the presentation we were going over in class .
"Yeah, well I want to have a good job so in the future we can live well ."
A smile crossed my face .
"Well that's all and well, but I'll be working hard too . I won't just be sitting at home doing nothing while you work ."
"Oooh, so I see your a bit of a handful ."
"Oh your just starting babe ."
A small chuckle escaped the two of us before we carried on with class .
Harry was just the full packaged for me . Not only was he handsome, but he also is intelligent, sincere, and most importantly going to be mine . I'll respect Harry for not being fully ready for a relationship, though that wasn't going to stop me from my countless flirting with him . Come to think of it, it didn't stop Harry much either . Considering he's been flirting even more since I proposed a relationship with him . I did sound rather crazy for asking him out though . I mean, we've only known each other for about a week or so . Now I know I'm irrational at times, but I don't think I'm that irrational .
"Class, I want you to have a three page essay on my presentation tomorrow morning on my desk . That's you all's homework for today, so don't let it dismiss your mind ." Said Harry's and I first class teacher . The bell had suddenly rung and everyone flooded out of class .
"Hey, I'm going to be late to my second class . So I'll see you after okay ?"
Usually Harry would always wait for me, but I guess his teachers finally stopped cutting him slack for the couple of days he's been coming in late .
"Oh okay, see you later then ."
Harry left class and I finished packing my bag before heading towards the classroom door .
Suddenly, a hand grabbed the front of my shirt and slammed me against the wall beside the doorframe of my first class . After opening my eyes from the agonizing pain my head received, I saw the person was Zayn .
"For fucks sake Zayn, what the hell was that for ?"
"Are you and Harry going out ?!" He said yelling with such anger . Now I know Zayn looked aggravated at the time, but he looked a bit distressed too . Like he was stressing out from troubles .
"What ?"
"You heard me . Are you two dating ?"
He still had hold of my shirt . Every second passing, he gripped it even more .
"No, Harry and I aren't together Zayn . What's it to you anyways ?" I said while pushing him off me . I tried walking away, but he stood in front of me blocking my way .
"Just, why are you two such faggots . Your both going to hell y'know . God hates you and you'll burn in hell for your sins ."
I looked at Zayn with pure hatred . His bodily movements wern't like they usually where though . He was shaking, sweat beading off his forehead, and his eyes were darting everywhere but my face . Even with all those actions, it still didn't excuse such words that escaped his mouth just now and were directed towards me .
"You know what Zayn ? Why don't you go up hell ." You could see in my facial expressions I meant what I said . Shaking my head, I pushed Zayn to the side and continued walking .
"No, Louis what !" Zayn yelled . Nobody was in the hallway, so I guess he had the balls to act irrational .
I felt a sudden grab on my arm and saw Zayn slamming me into a locker before crashing his lips on mine . He moaned and tried to slip his tongue in my mouth while fondeling with my body .
"What the fuck is wrong with you ! I'm so disgusted by you, get away from me ." I told Zayn as serious as I could .
He had the look of a four year old kid who had gotten caught doing something wrong .
"Louis wait, please, can I just say something to you ?"
I rolled my eyes and decided to stop for a minute and listen to what Zayn had to say to me .
"What now ?"
"I-I'm scared okay ? I'm not suppose to have these feelings for guys . S-something's wrong with me and I know it . I can't handle all of this . Just please can you help me ? I don't know what else to do ." Zayn had tears in his eyes slowly flowing out and seeping down his bronze lightly tinted skin tone . I could read into Zayn's eyes and see, see the, the
Hurt
Anger
Confusion
Sadness
All of which is practically normal for someone who doesn't know what they like sexually wise .
I lightly touched his right shoulder before looking him into his eyes .
"Zayn, now I know it isn't easy going through what your going through . But you really need help . Beating down others mentally and physically isn't going to help the pain that your hiding on the inside . I want you to know people out here care for you okay ? Now the things you did to me were wrong-
"I know Louis, and I really am sorry for what-
"I'm not done, let me finish what I have to say Zayn ."
He kept quiet and nodded for me to go on .
"As I was saying, what you did to me was wrong and it put me through a whirlwind . Now I've accepted who I am, but do you accept who you are ?"
"I-I don't know Louis . Can I accept me ?"
"I don't know Zayn, I can't make you accept you for you . That's all in your hands lad ."
"Your right, but I really want you to help me through this ."
I looked at him oddly .
"Help you with what Zayn ?"
"Help me face the fact I'm gay . I can't do it by myself and I was really hoping you could help me with it ."
Silence filled the empty hallway .
"Zayn, I don't know . I mean you did a lot of things to me . But I'm not a vengeful person, so if you need me I'm there for you ."
Without any warning Zayn hugged me quickly before letting go .
"It means so much I promise you . I'll meet you after school downtown at the bakery okay ?"
"Wait, what are you talking about ?!" I yelled while Zayn walked away from me .
"You said whenever I need you you'll be there, well I need you after school so be there !"
He turned around the corner of the hallway and I stood there stunned with so many emotions and the actions that just went down . Zayn ? Out of all people wanted my help ? Now some would say why would I help Zayn but it's clear to why I am . One thing I desperately hate to see are others truly hurt or in their feelings . Even if they did me wrong I have a heart and I don't want see anyone go through past feelings on what I've been though . If Zayn wanted my help I would help him, but what was I going to tell Harry ?
A/N : Short chapter and a cliff hanger ? I know, I'm so horrible but stay turned for the next chapter you guys . Don't forget to read my fanfic Our Dark Sides and Dirty Little Secrets . Help it reach 50,000 reads for me ! Also, don't forget to
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