Hiding My True Self- A Larry Fanfic

Chapter 17 : Zouis or Larry ?

A/N ; I thank everyone who asked and has been waiting patiently for an update to this fanfic . School started for me and all these advanced classes are whooping my ass . Anyways, enjoy this chapter . ^.^

Louis' Pov

The day went by faster and faster and the only thing that went through my mind throughout my classes was what Zayn had said . I mean I know I told him I would help him, but I didn't really mean today after school . I wanted to go over to Harry's house since he actually had a day off today from work . He doesn't get those often on what he's told me . Now I would have to come up with some sort of excuse to make it seem like I was busy of some sort .

The bell had rung for the last class of the day .

"Hey Lou, ready to watch a marathon of movies with me on Netflix today ?" Harry said while he started walking with me .

Oh gosh, he sounded so thrilled to spend the day with me . Looking into his face, his eyes twinkled with a gleam of light shining in them . As if he was looking up into the sky on a star filled night . I really didn't want to hurt Harry's feelings by telling him I couldn't come over, but I also couldn't break my deal with Niall . I mean what if he was to find out that I told Harry, Zayn was gay ? He'd get Liam to beat me into a pulp . Not only that, but he'd get Zayn to harass Harry for the rest of his school life . I had a lot at stake if I didn't go meet Zayn at the downtown bakery so I had to make a tough decision .

"I would love to watch movies and cuddle up with you Harry, but I have to meet someone in the downtown bakery today . Maybe next time ?"

The look of excitement slowly drained away from his face and up came a whirlwind of disappointment . Harry didn't have to even tell me how he felt because the way he looked said it all .

"Sure Lou, message me today though ?"

"Of course and hey, how about you spend the night this Friday at my house . My mum won't care ."

The sparkle in his eyes from earlier slowly started to arise again .

"Really ? Of course, I'd love too . My mum always works overtime on Fridays anyways ."

"Great, well I can't wait ."

"Me either, bye Lou ."

We hugged each other and departed ways . Hugging Harry was so breath taking . His cologne scent filled my nose up to the peak, not to mention how warm he felt . He was a bit taller than me and I felt so secure knowing when we hugged I felt safe with him . As if nobody would harm me ever . I could stay in his arms all night and I couldn't wait to do so this Friday .

After Harry and I said our goodbyes, I began to walk downtown to the bakery . The walk felt so lonely being that I was by myself and I wouldn't be seeing Harry working with his little hair tied in a ponytail with a hairnet on once I got to the bakery . I didn't think feelings like this could happen for someone you've known for such a short bit of time . Walking by the many pedestrians I did, the couples stuck out to me the most . You know that feeling you get when you really want someone and feel desperate ? Yeah, I've had that feeling for a long while now . Meeting Harry had changed it all for me . I now knew who I wanted to be with . Harry was just for me and I wasn't gonna let this silly deal with Niall mess it up between the two of us .

"Finally, your here . I was beginning to think you wern't going to show up for a moment" I heard Zayn say as I walked into the bakery and the door chimed as I did so .

"No, I wouldn't break a promise . You ordered me a drink ?" I asked suspiciously .

I looked onto the table Zayn was sitting at to see two drinks were there . Another hot chocolate with whip cream was placed right in front of him . It looked delicious, but a simple drink wasn't gonna let me put my guard down .

"Of course I would, I do that for all my dates."

Date ? Wait, did I hear Zayn say this was a date ?

"Oh no Zayn, you have this all wrong . I'm here to listen and help you, not to go out with you ."

"See, that's what I've been thinking about Lou ."

He leaned in closer to me on the table . Our noses almost touching .

"Can I experiment with you ? I wanna know how 'it' feels with a guy y'know ?"

My face had an unknown expression on it . I didn't know if Zayn was joking or actually trying to be serious .

"Zayn, I'm not a fucking science project, I'm a human being . You can't just go and see how things feel with me just because I'm a boy ." I said with small chuckles of laughter .

"It's not that your just a boy . I think your really cute Louis . You don't think I'm attractive ?"

I tried to dart the question he asked me and continue on, but Zayn's face clearly was showing he wanted an answer to his question .

"Of course I think your hot Zayn . But you have a hothead shit of a personality and no guy or girl wants that in their lad ."

As I took a sip of hot chocolate, he began to speak up .

"I don't have a shit personality, you just have to get to know the real me . In fact, how about this . Mind coming over to my house Saturday and we just hang out . Just the two of us . I'll make sure Niall and Liam don't even know about this ."

"Zayn, I appreciate the offer but-

"But what ? You said Harry and you weren't dating so it's fair game . If you want to, you could come over Friday . You want to ?"

Looking over at Zayn as I was sipping this delicious beverage, I could see some sort of change . A change even in his eyes . They look so much more truthful and innocent . I didn't like to break people hearts because it causes so much on someone's confidence and self esteem to do so . Zayn didn't seem like such a bad guy after all . I mean after he punches the fuck out of you a few times and practically use you for a beany baby he might of knocked all the sense out of me . I couldn't believe what I was going to say, but it's worth a shot right ?

"How about Saturday I come over and we could hang out ? Friday I'm doing things . Now is this little meeting amongst us done ?"

"Yeah, I appreciate you coming to meet me after all the things I've done to you . I'm really sorry about that ."

"It's fine, I'm not a vengeful person ."

As the two of us were walking out of the bakery, again Zayn grabbed me and smashed his lips on mine . It was almost dark at the time and nobody could really tell who we really were . That's probably why he had the balls to do something like this in public .

"Zayn, for fucks sake stop it !" I said while pushing him with so much force he almost fell off the sidewalk and onto the road .

"What ?"

"Don't 'what' me, you know exactly what you did . I don't kiss guys I barely know . I'll see you tomorrow . You'll need to learn how to control yourself, okay ?"

"Your right, sorry . I'll see you tomorrow ."

I walked away from Zayn flabbergasted . He really needed to learn how to control himself with me because I wasn't all into that forceful kissing stuff he's apparently into . I didn't know how I got myself into this, but I may be catching feelings for the guy . Or is it lust ? What am I going to do now ?

A/N : Omg I'm so sorry for taking so long to update you guys . I've been doing track at school getting my abs (which I'm proud of) and doing tons of other shit as well . Don't forget to

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