scars

author's note

in where i thank you all

woah, okay so first of all i want to thank anyone that has read a single word in this book, you guys are the reason i kept going, anyone that wrote a comment, you guys are my inspiration, anyone who has voted, you guys are the reason im here. this book was really hard for me to continue, it should have been in short story, but oh well. anyways this wouldn't have been possible without any of my readers so i am very very very thank full for you guys!

in where i tell you there is going to be a sequal

yes, there will be a sequel, im so excited for it, i kind of want to finish my other books that are up as well, so maybe after a month or so, or maybe in the summer a sequel will be up, im sure it will probably be before then, so dont worry. 

in where i confirm ideas and edits?

i just want to confirm one thing, Abigail is dead, unfortunately that was my only way to end the book im sorry guys, but there will be a sequel so maybe its not the end for caleb. i will be editing the book a little adding some dialogue fixing up the first few chapters, the plot will stay the same,

in where i tell you guys there is an epilogue so dont leave yet

yas, there will be an epilogue, cant wait to write that either! so stay tuned it might be up any day this week!

in where i tell you how much i love you guys

too much

in where i give you a last note, i promise xx

people don't take self harm seriously, they don't realize how much pain they're in, in fact they underestimate how much pain they're in. don't you understand how much pain someone might be in to drag a blade across their skin? don't you realize how cheerless someone must be to raise their hand in the air and slam it against their body, time and time again till they are covered in bruises? no, you don't. you shouldn't joke about things  like that. you shouldn't overlook people who do that to themselves, in fact you should help them. don't disrespect those people,  because they don't have anything to lose, its because its already lost. don't tell them to do it. don't say that it doesn't mean anything,  they do it as a release. for that moment they forget about all their problems. i would know. its terrible, its saddening, it's scary, its self harm. those two words SELF HARM is powerful, they are so miserable that they turn to harming themselves,  to get away form it. it's no joke so don't treat it like one.

i hope you guys can walk away form this book with the message i wanted to give out with it. xx

if you have any questions hit me up with a pm, i would gladly answer them.or if you just want to talk im always available any time, if it's 3am in the morning and your having suicidal thoughts please pm me, dont let it shrivel inside talk to someone anyone.