Leo's

Sour Lemons

It's been two weeks since Leo's brake down in his house. I made sure to stay clear from him as much as possible, Leo's been acting really crazy recently his behaviour at school isn't helping his case.

Leo had been keeping his distance from me, which surprised me to be honest ' where's Leo and whats up done with him? ' many thoughts had gone through my mind but I couldn't find the answer to it.

Leo stood in the distance watching my every move with that freaky fucking smile on his face. That creepy smile.

I closed my eyes and leaned against my locker. I just knew something bad was going to happen I just know it. Letting out a deep breath I opened my eyes and moved my numb forehead from the cold locker and held my book tightly against my chest.

I moved towards my next class making sure not to bump into them on my way to class 'the last thing I needed was confrontation' I thought miserably as I looked at the students in hallway talking to each other then stop and look at me.

'Oh great just what I need attention' Silently cursing under my breath I ignored the looks I got and carried on walking towards my destination, with each step I took the more whispers I heard. The main question everyone was whisking was;

"Where's Leo ?"

Even though Leo wasn't with me I know the students here will still treat me the same. As if I'm the frigging black plague.

More students filled the hallway which meant more bogging. 

Moments like this I do wish Leo was here to tell to stop staring but I needed to start doing things by myself instead of constantly relying on Leo.

Turning left I walked into my class and let out a breath of relief, looking around the classroom I see that it's empty ? I frowned and looked at my watch then rolled my eyes its only eleven class doesn't start until ten past.

'I haven't got any friends so I'm just going to stay in this room' I blinked at the thought. Wow. Now that's sad. Walking towards the back seat I push the chair out and sit down and put my bag on the floor near my feet.

The only sound in the room was my breathing, the hallways became quiet as everyone went to go mingle with their friends. I can't help but feel bitter about it.

I looked to my left and saw many students laughing, playing and just talking to each other from the window. I was envious of what they have and I can't have.

My eyes wondered towards a group of girls who were painting each others nails and joking around with each other, I wish I had girl friends. Leo was so damn overbearing that no one including the girls stayed away from me.

Looking away from the window I look at my hands and think about how shit my life is. I have no life.

I don't have friends.

I don't have fun.

I certainly never ever been asked out by anyone. Which means I have no boyfriend either.

Putting my hands over my face I rested my elbows on the desk and let my hair fall forwards as I stared into the darkness.

This is making me feel depressed. What  am I going to my children when they grow up that their mum was an outcast ? I laughed quietly at that thought, hell i'm thinking about this but who the hell is going to want to marry me in the first place ?