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Selena's Point Of View

"I love you so much, Selena" I watched him get on his knee and revealing a ring "Will you marry me?"

I stayed quiet and nod my head as Justin slipped the ring on my finger then kissed me.

I then pulled away from the kiss, it just wasn't the same. I thought I'd be happy now that's what Y/N wanted for me but this wasn't right.

For a moment I felt ill

"Can you take me home, Justin?" I looked at him and he nodded

"Of course, babe" he takes my hand and takes me to his car then drives me home. When we arrived to my home, he kisses my cheek "Call me tomorrow, babe."

I nod my head then got out of his car and entered my home, thanking the babysitter for watching over my son.

I go to check up on him to find him asleep in peace in his sleep. I softly rub his head and watching him sleep while he hugged his teddy bear.

Niko who was only a year and he's part of me and Y/N.

Two years ago, I found out I was pregnant just 2 days after my first time with Y/N.

I wanted to tell Y/N badly about me being pregnant but then I got the news about Y/N, she died in an accident.

I carefully picked up Niko while covering him with a blanket and looked at him.

He looked just like Y/N in so many ways. The same colored hair, the same eyes, the same lips but my favorite was the same smile because when he smiles he sometimes stick his tongue out just like Y/N

I kissed his cheek and right away he opens his eyes, revealing his eye colors and smiled at me for being here.

'I wish Y/N was here to see him' I thought.
Just looking at him, I thought of Y/N

Your Point Of View

Here we go again, another night wiping the sweat off my forehead after finishing the roof and being sure it wouldn't fail when it comes to rain and heavy objects.

After the roof, I went to work on the walls. It didn't matter how cold, how late it was, all that matter was the house being complete and ready.

"Y/N, you here?" I hear the sound of my father call me which made me stop to see what he wanted.

I wipe my hands clean "Yeah, Pop?" I asked, curious to what he wanted

"You know, Y/N it's late and freezing out here. Why don't you call it a night?"

"Pop, you know I can't do that. I want to finish the house."

"Y/N," he puts his hands in his pockets "it's been two years, what makes you so sure she's coming back."

"I have a feeling she will"

I go back to working on the house. As I was working on the house, I began to think about Selena, how I missed her so much. The past two years have been hard since I last saw her. I have no idea where she is now.

Hours go by, I found myself painting the house while the sun was beginning to rise and the warmth of the sun reminded me of a memory I had with Selena.

By the time the sun was fully up, I took a step back to see the house completely done. I took a deep breath and entered the house, looking inside the empty house and began to feel this feeling of depression being placed on me.

I wish I could see her again

Selena's Point Of View

"How are you feeling now I mean you're getting married before me."

"Honestly Taylor," I rub Niko's head as he played with his bear "I just feel nothing I mean Justin's a good guy but it doesn't feel right"

"You're finally noticing" Taylor looks at her "Selena, After Y/N's accident you completely lost yourself and then got yourself with Justin I mean I'm sure you knew what was going to happen if you got with him."

"Yeah I know" I look at Niko who was still playing with his bear

After spending time with Taylor, I get a phone call from Justin

"Hey babe, just wanted to know how you were feeling now."

"I'm alright now it was just a stomach ache probably from the food we ate."

"Since you're alright, how about we do something tonight? You, me and your baby boy."

I clear my throat "That sounds good, Justin but tonight I can't. Some other time would be nice."

"Alright I'll call you later when I'm done with work. I love you."

I hang up the phone and took a deep breath because of the same thing over again. Justin would ask once in a while if me and Niko could do something with him but I would tell him no because he's never met Niko nor has he ever seen him.

I look over at Niko who was playing with his toys and he noticed me, looking at me then got up and started walking baby steps to me.

I pick him up and right away he smiles, sticking his tongue out

I kiss his cheek repeatedly and looked at him "Niko, you and I are going to go on a trip" I rub his head, messing his hair a little bit which made him move his hands around

A few minutes later, I take Niko to his crib and laid him down for his nap
I watched him sleep and I took a deep breath, hoping the trip will be a good thing.

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