Memory

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Forgiving does not erase the bitter past. A healed memory is not a deleted memory. Instead, forgiving what we cannot forget creates a new way to remember. We change the memory of our past into a hope for our future. -Lewis B. Smedes

Never make your home in a place. Make a home for yourself inside your own head. You'll find what you need to furnish it - memory, friends you can trust, love of learning, and other such things. That way it will go with you wherever you journey. - Tad Williams

I want to be the friend you fall hopelessly in love with. The one you take into your arms and into your bed and into the private world you keep trapped in your head. I want to be that kind of friend. The one who will memorize the things you say as well as the shape of your lips when you say them. I want to know every curve, every freckle, every shiver of your body.
I want to know where to touch you, I want to know how to touch you. I want to know convince you to design a smile just for me. Yes, I do want to be your friend. I want to be your best friend in the entire world.

Selena's Point Of View

I rub my eyes after waking up from sleeping since Y/N and I were dropping off Niko at my mom's house.

It took a while since Niko was whining for us not to go. I watched Y/N hold Niko, trying to calm him down which eventually worked.

We leave my mom's house and went to a beach we used to go to when we were younger and free.

We walked almost by the water but never said a word to each other until Y/N finally said something to me.

"Do you remember the cave we used to go to?" she puts her hands in her pockets.

I looked down and blushed "Yeah."

-Flashback- 3 years ago

"Y/N, put me down." I scream as she picked me after I refused to join her in the water.

"If you say so." Y/N drops me in the water, making me glare at her. "What you said put you down."

I glared at her and pulled her down with me. She looks at me, making the puppy dog face.

I kissed her cheek softly and before I knew it I felt a drop hit me. I look up to see the cloud were very gray and it's about to rain.

I felt Y/N pick me up and taking me to a cave where it was driest place for now. She sets me down down and hands me my towel to dry off.

"Looks like we'll be here for a while." Y/N looks at the rain that is pouring down hard then looks at me.

"Don't think of any ideas now. We wouldn't want to cause trouble now, do we?"

She chuckles "Not unless you consider romance an idea." she hands me a rose and got on one knee, asking for my hand.

I put my hand on hers and looked at her, curious to what she was about to do. When I was about to say something she cuts me off.

She softly rubs my hand and kisses it "Your lips so soft and red, 
the thought of kissing you is stuck in my head. 
Your beauty so bright and warm, 
shinning through the darkest storm.
Your eyes sparkle like stars in the night sky, 
when I stare into them I feel like I am soaring high.
My love for you is pure and true, 
I never stop thinking of you.
The sound of your voice saying "I love you" makes my heart pound 
because I knew I'd truly found my one and only.
I promise to love you for every moment of forever 
and when everything else crumbles, I will never.
I am your armor to protect you from harm, 
like you are to me, a lucky charm.
For you are my heart, my soul, 
baby you are my whole world." 

I couldn't help but tear up after hearing Y/N say that to me. I cupped her cheeks, pulling her in for a kiss.

Moments later, she pulls away and goes to the cave wall, grabbing her switchblade and  carve something on it.

I smiled at what she carved on the wall

-Flashback ended-

We go inside and the craving that was written on the wall was still there.

"Its been 3 years and still to this day its still here. " I look at it and placed my hand on it, feeling my heart beat.

Hours Later

"I enjoyed today, Y/N." I smiled at her.

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