Listen self harming is not an answer nor an escape. As of right now you may not dealing with a good moment but if you plan to self harm don't. Self harming won't help you. You may say it's the adeline or it takes away the pain but it doesn't. You need to know people are here to help you, people actually do care for you.
Right now it may seem that it'll never be okay but trust me it will, try to be happy and I know it's hard but we have to at some point. And you know who you are, and it's not the answer I just hope your reading this. And for some one who's going through hard times I'm here, your not in this alone. It will get better I promise.
-Kam
