You Dont Choose It Choose You

chapter one : the scary start

Tom pov :
Bzzz...bzzz..damn that alarm clock again. I cant believe its morning already. And still cant believe my parents wanted to move her in middle of year. Whats wrong with them like seriously? New school, new teacher and new friends. Ugh. I hate being a new kid. When everybody are set up,having friends and know all stuff around school,then there i am all alone. Sitting in my room rubbing my back and thinking why i am here. I heard rumors about local people. They used to hate homoseksuals. And some guy even killed a gay person. OH hell no! I dont need to think about it now. Im getting nervous and sweaty than before. I mean i dont care if they wont accept my sexual orientation. Im here to finishy school and im off to go somewhere else. I look towards my clock it was already 6:50 ? Man i need to hurry up, the school start 8o'clock its kinda weird cuz my old school started 8:30. I grabbed a towel and rushed to shower. About a few minutes later i went back to my room. I put dark blue colour t shirt and red skinny jeans. I saw that weather here is a bit colder so i grabbed my sweatshirt. It was white with kitties.HEY! I love animals. And headed to brush my thoots and fix my hair. My hair was black but i kinda dyed sky blue colour i also have sky blue eyes. Just like Cas. Man i love him. I looked in my mirror, i have to say i look kinda girly. I guess gay guys somehow look like girls. Maybe because we fix hair and choose outfit longer than straight guys?haha..joke. i grabbed my backpack which has patches and signs on front. My friends sign and wrote some pretty crazy shit like <dont mess with me bitch Freddy and Jason are my brothers> and <Albert Fisher is my god> those who dont know him, he was cannibal and ate bunch of kids. I trow in my pencilcase,keys,phone and A4 notepad and went downstairs. I walked in the kitchen to find a note and a few $ papers on table. It says 'morning. Me and your dad gone. Be safe , eat something and no friends allowed' ugh... and i though this is the new.  start. I take an apple and walked out of house by the time 7:30. The school was not so far. I didnt want to take the buss. I mostly cycling or running. Its warm spring. Do you look sometimes in the sky and watch how clouds are passing each other? Or do you smell the earth after rain? No? Well you should. The forest are so mysterious looked so untouched like there wasnt any soul for years. I stopped by red light and waited to turn green. I looked over to an old lady holding groceries bags and mumbling under her breath. I offer her a hand and said that i can help her. She smiled at me and thank me. Her smile is what i needed today. To feel there will be a new start. We crossed the road i give her bags and said im in hurry cuz i have school. She said that some girl is very lucky to have some helpful man like me. I blushed and walked away. As i was getting through school gates i saw how big it was. There was parking lot,big stadium and swimming pool? Awesome. I looked to my phone and wasnt surprised why students were rushing to school it was already 7:56 great...