You Dont Choose It Choose You

chapter four : confusion

Tom pov:

He is a teacher?But he looked so young?Wait i just flirt with a teacher?Whaaat....milions questions were in my head.I was more confused now..He was standing and smiling i think he realised that im such an idiot."There you are.I was looking for you everywhere." I jumped a bit and lookto the boy who was now gently touching my shoulder.It was Roby. "Hey man are you okey? You look pretty confused.Here" He offer me a lemon juice.I take it and drink it all.Man i was pretty thirsty.I looked over to him."thanks.I uh i left English and taked your backpack since you know where to go i figure that u will find me in math." I give his bag.He sits next to me."Man i was worried ya know.You going god knows where.I mean you don't even know this school.How do you end up here?" i looked more confused.He was worrying?Aww...maybe he do care."i found a big map on the wall and here i am talking with you." He smiled. More people come in.Some girls i think the same girl Emily was winking at the teacher.He just stood there smiling at students. Not paying attention to the girls.I wrote a letter and send it to Roby. I was asking about that teacher.For a few sec he just read over and over and quickly write it back and handing to me.I looked down 'The math teacher is Ryan Oliver.All girls are over him' Ryan what a beautiful name.And before i dream more about it he speaks up "Class.We have a new student here." And smiled.I blush deeply and i frown when he said "And before we begin this lesson can you introduce yourself?" I begin mumbling something but Roby gentle rub my shoulder and ask am i up to it.I stand up and walked to teacher who was smiling i begin to speak but i didn't know wat to say.so i ended saying "Um..Hi. im Tom Olsen i moved here because my parents though it was good idea to change climate and i like kitties." I looked to the teacher and to whole class was frown, then to Roby who was smiling and gave me a thumb up.I walked back to my seat and someone gave me a letter 'Nice jumper are you gay?' .Roby look overto letter and then to me.Somehow I felt sad.He took it and trow it on the ground.I heard a few giggles and looked up.There were a few guys now smirking at me.I looked away trough the window and drift away.I didn't even heard what teacher was saying and didn't heard a bell.Just felt familiar gentle hand on my shoulder.I know it was Roby.It was just first day and i cant believe Roby willbe this important to me.Im glad hes here.He was now standing and waiting for me asking if im okey and why i felt so sad suddenly.I covered it and smiled and said that it was probably nothing.He offer me some food i totally forgot it will be a lunch brake now.I take my backpack and headed towards door but before i exit teacher called me Roby said he will waitoutside.I slowly walked to his desk."Did you hear my lesson today Tom?" ,i looked away,suddenly i felt tired."No sir." He cross his arms "Well im not surprised that you don't understand math.You don't even try to." I was standingthere wishing he would stop talking and let me go.I looked over to him.He wasn't smiling or looking at me.He was looking trough window probably thinking.I felt weird and confused so walked out to Roby.And now we both heading towards lunchroom.Im glad he didn't ask.I saw so much meat in there its about time to tell him i don't like meat."its okey buddy" he smiled..I felt so hungry and take some cupcakes,pudding,fruit salads and cold tea.Then realised i don't have money.But Roby smirked and paid.When we walked towards some free table i was saying i will pay back but he just waved hand "Nonsense, you are my friend". Those words just melt my heart, i saw that he bought just pancakes and lemon juice. I guess he likes them a lot.We eat in silence, but it was brake by some girl standing near our table. She looked like she was in 7th grade. And i was in 10th. Roby look up "Nana whats wrong?" she looked to me then to him "Our teacher said that there wont be art lesson because that teacher is in another town for some project and that you should be going to P.E lesson.With my class."I looked to Roby who was now looking to his pancakes."..Ah..Robin whos your fri-" she didn't finish because some other girl screamed"NANA" i look over to some blondy hair girl who looked a bit mad or angry at girl Nana i guess.She take her hand and walked from us towards her table.I confused looked to Robin. "Dont pay attention they always the same" he said."C mon we have to go to gym now". With that we left lunch room without another word.Art damn it i love art.