You Dont Choose It Choose You

Chapter 18 : Those cute stuff

Roby Pov :
Man what a mess. I didn't know Mark can get this drunk and that he was Ami brother. I send a quick text to dad that im staying at Tom house for night.Ryan was pulling Mark upstairs and Tom was showing us the room we will stay for the night. There was just one big bed. I dont mind sharing it with Tom i mean we are both gay guys cuz why not? But i want that Ami sleep there i have a plan. When we were sitting in living room i saw coming Ryan stressed out. Man he need Tom touch now.. So i stand up and said im going to toilet. I rush over to Mark room. I opened door and peek in. I saw him laying on a bed. I came closer. He was bumbling something. With this onesie he looked so fucking adorable. I lean closer take out my phone it was already 1 am. My plan simple i know that Tom will be downstairs with Ryan and Ami will be in Tom room so i want to have some time with Mark. I climped in bed next to Mark and poked his cheek. He didn't care.I lean more to him and before i think about it twice i kissed him on the lips. Im tired of waiting i want him so bad. The kiss was cold maybe because all i can taste was Vodka. Ew. I take off the blankets and zipped a bit onesie he still was asleep. I saw his erection. He was talking but not with me "...Oh yeah..there that spot. Now come a little closer" i looked to him seeing his hands were now searching for something i gave him my arms he grabbed and pulled to himself. He kissed me. It was so much better i mean he has more experience to this. I pulled back to catch some air. He was breathing heavilly "..Roby ..." I frown and looked to him. He was awake. "Um...Mark?" He looked straight to my eyes. It was so dark but i was blushing and was afraid he will see my red face. "You kissed me" "No, YOU kissed ME." He smiled. "I shoudnt be drinking this much.It was my first time. Im kinda embarrassed" I smiled."Dont be. Its okay." I touched his hand feeling my dream just came true. I always wanted to be with him in room alone. "You want to know what is so funny about it?" i waited. "I was drinking like idiot because i love someone who dont love me back. And it hurt so damn much." I felt sad so he didn't kissed me, he kissed someone he love in his dream. Fuck. I felt how hurt i was now. There was a silence between us then i spoke up quietly "I know how you feel. I love someone too. And that person doesn't have any feelings to me" I can clearly see his smile. "Can you go towards the window?" I stand up and walked without a word. "Now look up in the sky. Tell me what do you see" There were a million stars in the sky it was awesome i pulled up the curtains that Mark can see them too. "Stars " i said and smiled to myself. I heard that Mark sit on the bed "Now come back and sit next to me i have something to tell you" I sit next to him. He took my hand "There is a boy who i like so much.We both like stars. Stars give me very big inspiration. Because im obsessed with an idea capturing a moment of how person can change during the night" i blushed. "There is a man who i am in love with. He sometimes sends me winks and mixed signals. And talks about stars too..." i smiled and felt his hand on my cheek i looked to his face and saw how his brown eyes during night can change to gold. As soon as i felt his lips on mine i closed my eyes and answer to his kiss. He was so gentle and so carefully, i hear that someone moan too loud downstairs and giggled and our kiss broke. "Im sorry i cant " that moan made me laugh. He was smiling and giggled too. He layed down on a bed and i struggled next to him resting my head on his chest he was messing with my hair. I heard him saying "I was waiting for so long...i wanted to touch you and feel your lips so bad"I smiled even tho he didn't saw it. "I think im in love with you Magnet " He giggled "I will take over the world but i need a sidekicker Robin." I looked at him "But you are a villain.." he kissed my forehead "..and you are my hero".
A short Ami pov :
I was watching how Ryan was pulling Mark out of car and dragging towards his house. Im so thankfull that Tom suggest this idea staying at Ryan place. My grandparents would have killed me and my bro. I send them a quick text that im staying at Tom place ( that boy who helped you with bags ) . I didn't even know hes staying at Ryan place for a week now, but i know that he has a crush on him. I support him no matter what. When he was in hospital i talked with Roby a bit on the phone. That Tom told hes gay and Roby told me he was also gay. And i told him im pan. He sound so happy. Because he though i was crushing Tom. Hehe.. When Tom showed us his room i was a bit in awe.There was just one bed. Mh... Mark was snoring out loud in next room. I walked to the kitchen i was so hungry the clock on the wall was showing that its almost midnight. Damn. I was sitting with the guys in living room chewing an apple. I saw Ryan walked towards us and Roby standing up quickly bumbling something about going to toilet. I saw how Ryan was stressed out i guess he didn't expected he will be sitting three kids and a goofy adult. He came and sit across me on the sofa. Tom came closer to him and put his head on his shoulder making Ryan blush. Awww..thats so adorable. "You guys look so cute together" i said making them blush. Then things were so awkward a bit i walked towards kitchen and rummage some food. I found chips, ice cream, some juice and cupcakes. I take them all figuring that Tom will stay here with Ryan i saw TV in his room im gonna watch some horror movie with Roby then. I leave them on the stairs and walked towards Ryan and Tom i thanked for everything and wishing 'goodnight' I heard Tom saying "Sweet dreams" I turned around with an evil smirk "You too.." and send him a wink. Hehe. I take all my sweets and walked upstairs i bring them into Tom room and leaved on the floor. I turned tv and rummage some dvd's. I found a horror movie 'Friday 13th' man that movie aint that scary, its more like comedy . But its what i needed now. I stand up and went to bathroom . I take a shower,brush my thoots and walked back to room when i hear giggling and laughter. It was from Mark room. I quietly peek to the door and heard they chating and kissing sound. Awe. I love my brother and i didn't know that Roby and Tom were this important to me omg. I left them alone figuring that im gonna watch a movie alone. I felt kinda sad. Because they all are in relationships and i dont have with someone to fell asleep. Damn. I liked one person too. A girl actually but i dont even know her and i saw one day she and Roby talking maybe i can find something out. I turned on the movie and struggle in bed with tons sweet and tons pillows...