You Dont Choose It Choose You

Chapter 11: Secrets

Tom pov :

We enter the lunch room and i felt a little disgust i didn't want to eat. I told Roby im going to library. As i walked out i felt a vibrate. I took out my phone and saw a sms from unknow number 'Hey are you free now? Come to library' I hide my phone and walked to library. There were just few people. I saw Ami waving at me. I smiled and walked towards "You r fast. I just texted you". i nod. "we have about 10 minutes wanna go outside on the benches and talk?" i liked that idea"Sure lets roll". We walked outside. I saw some benches and went there. "I saw you hanging out with Roby" i looked towards to her "Yeah hes my best friend" i smiled for myself. "Are you were with him yesterday in ice-cream store?" i looked confused is she following me? But nod. "My grandmother stood up for you.And you helped her with those bags" I frown so she saw the whole situation about me called gay and everything else.shit. "hey um..can i ask?" I looked to her now waiting for question , i think i know wat she will ask."Are you gay?"bingo. I looked away. Now shes know and im here standing like an idiot. Wishing Roby would save me. " If you want to know I don't have anything against gays."i was in shock a bit i looked to her surprised "My brother is gay. I even think they are more cute than straight guys" While she was talking she was looking on the ground and saying those words quietly. "Thanks. You are first person who knows my secret" she looked at me smiling. "Do you want to know mine?" I nod and think what secret she can tell me . "No one knows that even my brother...Im pansexual." I looked to her surprised "Oh my god. Thats fun-freaking-tastic gurl" she laugh. The bell rang and we walked towards school. I think we will be good friends. I just felt how we become closer by telling our secrets. "Does Roby know about it?" I frown "No, i don't how to tell him. If he reject me?" oh my i sound like a girl. She touched my hand "if you want we can be there together. I have your back" i smiled at her. I feel happy that there is another person who is the same as me. We enter the school and walked towards English lesson. No. We are late a few minutes i don't think miss grumpy will be okey with that. Shit. Ami open the door and walked in i walk behind her. Class was in silence. I looked over to pretty confused Roby i struggled mumbled 'sorry' and went to my seat. Before Ami sits down teacher touched her shoulder and said something to go to mr.Jefferson?the art teacher? She took her backpack send me an confused look and walked out.The teacher spoke up "Okey class no more talks lets begin" All students were so focused into English essays i looked towards Robin who was doodling. I send him a letter it says 'I need to tell you something after school'. He read and nod.I was sitting and just doing nothing wishing to be somewhere else.I think i drift away because i saw everyone going out. I stand up and saw Roby note : 'Gone a bit. See ya in gym'. I was sitting confused there still was few lessons. I stand up and went to gym. When i enter i felt a cold air. Brrr...I saw i don't have my shirts.WAT. where is my shirt. Fuck. I rummage my backpack and text Roby if he saw it. I turned around and walked out before bumping into William. I felt on the ground. "ouch" he looked down to me and offer a hand. I didn't take. God know where it was."Um.Are you okey?" "Do i hit the wall or what? Ofc im okey i just fell" hope i didn't sound rude. He looked hurt."Thanks by the way" and went pass him.But he stopped me telling me that the class has started. And lock the door. I felt more sad about shirt. But remember something "Sir. Roby has to come why you lock the door?" He looked confused "Well..um ..i uh .. We will be in stadium he can come there. " And with that he left me alone. I quickly text to Roby and rush in boys room to change clothes. I run to stadium when i saw Ryan standing next to Will and tapping his shoulder. They know each other? Ryan was holding my shirt shit...I walked over to them. And passed them like usual stuff.Then someone grab me by my hand I turned to see Ryan holding my hand. His hand was so warm and my hand perfectly was there resting in his. "Hey.." he said soft. "Here. You left it in my class" I look to my shirt oh my god i hope he wasn't smelling it. Because i would do that to his.I smiled. "Can you hold it for a bit? I need to run over stadium" He nod and smiled. However William wasn't so happy about it. "Sorry im late" It was Roby "I uh i was..I needed to do something" send me a wink and walked towards stadium, Ryan still was holding my hand so my cheeks went red and i think Roby understand what's going on. I gently and slowly taked my hand out of his and looked to his face. He send me a wink. I just melt. I turned to Roby who was now far away and shouted "Hey Roby wait up" and run towards him. Before running to him i heard William saying "Hes a good kid" i smiled.