Shea called me today...our talk didn't go well. We broke up and i was a wreck. I went to Jessy's house and sat in his room crying for hours. He listened to what I said and didn't say I was wrong. He really made me feel better. I cut today when I got home. They won't stop bleeding....they hurt...im so tired...i hear screaming...it's Lavender and Jessy. They found me...everything has gone black....it's don't hear or see anything. It's all just blank.
Allyssa is back in the hospital....shes not responsive and we are worried. She's been asleep for a couple days. They say she may not make it. We are all worried about her and want her to live. She cut too deep this time and reached a vein. I wish i would have known so i could save her. I'm so worried.
