Allyssa
Shea has stopped showing up more and more often. It worries me and I dont know why he's gone. I miss him but I know he's got things to do. He said he has to move back home soon and he won't be able to stay. He seemed weird today. I dont know what's going on but it worries me. I've been depressed more than usual this past two weeks. I'm starting to lose hope on things getting better. They never do. I dont understand what's going on. They sent me home yesterday and I've started going back to school. The kids all look at me weird. I've been wearing nothing but black and my jacket. I started cutting again...it gets worse every time. No one knows about it but Jessy has his suspicions. He knows me better than most people. Shea went home but he didn't tell me before he left. I dont think things are going to last......
