It's been a week and she still hasn't woken up. Her chance of living has gotten smaller. They say she's paralyzed with pain. She moved her hand today. They say it's a good sign but she is still asleep. I cant believe I wasn't there for her. She was so broken and so lonely. She hid it from everyone so well. I wish i could go back and save her. She was living in hell. I should have been there. She didn't even tell me. I don't know what to do. I'm freaking out. I cant lose her. Oh no....her heart....it stopped.....they are rushing in.....they are trying to save her.....it's not working.....i cant do this. I cant lose her. She's gone....shes just...gone....
